Really.
How far?
As far as you're comfortable.
I'm just not interested in anyone else.
Love, in the beginning didn't impress me, but God LIKES Me, did. I was an abused kid and didn't believe the love thing. My abuser would say he loved me and then abuse me.
But, Like got me started in God.
Isaiah 54:5 happened.
"For thy maker is thine Husband. The Lord of Hosts is His name..."
God always told me I didn't want a spouse.
What I wanted was someone inside me.
I wanted to be filled inside from toe to head.
So, I took Husband to mean Husband.
Jesus filled the deep hole inside, covered it up and now I have no idea where it went. I can't find it. I have no idea where it is now. It's gone.
God gets sweeter every day.
Jesus gets sweeter every day.
The Holy Ghost gets sweeter every day.
One day God flashed a song in my head.
It was Lionel Richie's "Stuck on You."
God said He was stuck on me.
Wow! (tears bud my eyes now)
I sing it back to Him now.
He wants you to sing to Him. It doesn't matter how bad you sing if you sing from the heart. God never tires of your voice. I'm sure hearing my crap would've bored the crap out of a human being. Not God. He not only actively listens, He leans in to hear your ever better. Your voice is a melody to Him. He records every prayer, every tear, everything you say to Him.
Honestly, the only way to ever be fulfilled emotionally, sexually (it's platonic), physically and spiritually is to surrender fully and tell God, "If you ask me to do something, I'll do it." That's why David was a man after God's only heart. David would do anything God asked him to do. David also danced for God.
If you accept the Gift of the Holy Ghost, which is easy to do, and Speak in Tongues (which is how you pray constantly as Paul talks about), you can sing in Tongues to God.
Speaking in Tongues is mostly praise and worship. Sometimes it is the Spirit of God praying through you, sometimes it is very serious. Sometimes it is used by God to reassure you in Spiritual Warfare. A Ephesians says, "We war not against flesh and blood, but against powers and principalities, but against spiritual wickedness in high places."
Fall in love with Jesus.
Fall in love with Jehovah.
Fall in love with the Holy Ghost.
All three are your Husband.
Corporately and personal.
You really think the Song of Solomon isn't God's love letter to you? Ignore the sexual parts.
The way Solomon loved his wife is just the beginning of how deep Jesus Christ loves you!
Jesus didn't hang on that tree for any other reason but Love, Pure Love, Agape Love.
Honestly, Paul's right. Singlehood is far better a thing for Christian if you dive in the deep end of Jesus Christ and take Him at His Word that He's your Husband.
DIVE
IN
THE
DEEP
END
OF
JESUS
CHRIST
AS
HUSBAND!
You'll never regret it and you may just never desire a human being as a lover.
Even though it's not sexual, somehow Jesus as Husband fulfills that need, too. I even wear a wedding ring signifying I'm married to God, Jesus and the Holy Ghost.
They are my Husband.
All three.

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