Sunday, September 13, 2026

Spiritual Gifts and the Kingly Anointing

Spiritual Gifts and the Kingly Anointing


Before we begin...

Father God Jehovah, (speaking in tongues), thank you for the Kingly Anointing you have given me to preach the Gospel of Jesus Christ to the captives, and, thank you, for the authority granted by Jesus Christ to come against all powers of the enemy. O’Lord, open the eyes of those who read this sermon and impart upon them the Truth of Jesus Christ and His saving Grace and His healing power and His Deliverance from evil in the Mighty Name of Jesus Christ the Precious Blood of Jesus Christ. I command ALL manner and manifestations of the enemy to be quiet as anyone reads this, and I Stand in the Gap for anyone that needs to come to a Saving Knowledge of Jesus Christ! Thank and Praise You, O’Lord God Almighty, Yeshua, Jesus, YHWH, Jehovah and the Holy Ghost. in the Mighty Name of Jesus Christ the Precious Blood of Jesus Christ! Amen.

Spiritual Gifts

John Paul Jackson, watch his videos on Youtube, looked ethereal. When I saw myself in the spirit praying for people, I saw myself surround by the Light of Jesus Christ. I remember praying for a co-worker with Covid in the hospital and she got better, and I said, “Wow! That worked.” The Holy Ghost said, “the prayers of righteous man availeth much (James 5:16).” I said or thought, “Gee, you consider me righteous?” I wasn’t. Still don’t think I am. I’m a willing vessel, that’s it. Holiness is the work of the Holy Spirit. Even a ex-girlfriend said I was moral. I wasn’t that moral. I like how JD Farag doesn’t take compliments and calls himself “a donkey.” 

Anyway, JPJ said we are given spiritual gifts and we use them from the Holy Ghost or the devil. Mediums and so forth have spiritual gifts, that can’t be taken away, but are aligned with God or the devil. Made me think, right? I knew a guy who wasn’t Christian that could see the spiritual realm, including auras, which are a thing, but people take it to a dark place.

I used to think I wasn’t that into the supernatural. God corrected me and made me understand, “You kidding? You take to it like a duck takes to water.” Praying Deliverance prayers and commanded the enemy to be silent is fun. I looooove it. It also ticks of idiot, er, moron, er, TOTAL LOSER, er, satan. I don’t capitalize idiot’s name because, compared to Jesus Christ, and a Christian who knows his authority in Christ, idiot really is small potatoes. Yeah, I have to recognize the enemy is very smart, demon literally means intelligent, and powerful, but nothing compared to the awesome power of Jesus Christ.

I spiritual gift I was reminded of somehow by the Holy Ghost and God was my ability to get inside anyone’s head and know them by talking to them for five minutes or so. That’s a spiritual gift, and add the Holy Ghost’s discernment, and that gift is magnified tremendously. Never give up, never give in, never let idiot (satan) win. Somebody needed to hear that. Back to my thought, that’s a gift.

The Kingly Anointing

It all started when I decided to just start praying for people. The Bible says we can heal, right, in Jesus name. The Bible says we can cast out demons in Jesus name, right? So, I started doing it. Then, came the Kingly Anointing. Keep in mind you have to go through great trials that will shake you to foundations of your soul to get there. Idiot will be allowed to sift you as wheat just as Jesus told Peter idiot was granted to try and do to him in Luke 22:31-34.

“ And the Lord said, Simon, Simon, behold, Satan hath desired to have you, that he may sift you as wheat: 32 But I have prayed for thee, that thy faith fail not: and when thou art converted, strengthen thy brethren. 33 And he said unto him, Lord, I am ready to go with thee, both into prison, and to death. 34 And he said, I tell thee, Peter, the cock shall not crow this day, before that thou shalt thrice deny that thou knowest me.” (Luke 22:31-24)(KJV)

If you notice, Peter tried to dissuade that, tell Jesus he was ready to go to the death with Jesus, and Jesus was nice and told Peter he’d deny Jesus three times that day. Never believe your own baloney. Until God tests you, and God will allow you to be tested to burnish you into the person God wants you to be.

Anyway, after a night of despair, God gave me a dream I was a devoted soldier in His army with rank of Sergeant. Later, it was Captain then Colonel. The last one floored me. It doesn’t mean I have authority of anyone, even with the Kingly Anointing. It just means my ministry has gotten stronger. 

That’s it.

Nothing more, nothing less.

The day I got the Kingly Anointing:

The recent movie David, the animated movie, was coming out that night locally in theaters and God wanted me to see it that night. I didn’t because I was tired. But, I went to the first showing the next day. Before then, I saw the trailer and David mom told him, ‘I never dreamed you be King of Isreal.” I teared up and knew the Holy Ghost was telling me I was about to be given a Kingly Anointing, which is an honor and you better be humbled because God resists the proud and gives grace to the humble (James 4:6). Also, I know I don’t do anything. The Holy Ghost does all the work. I’m just a willing vessel.

I’ve always been different. The knight movie I saw with Ed Harris back in the 80s showed me how he was dedicated to being a knight. I wanted to be that way. I also saw the movie Excalibur, a movie kids shouldn’t be watching, hut I did, and knew I wanted to serve a king. Percival was the true dedicated knight in that movie. Picard, Patrick Stewart, is in that and looks just as old as he did in Star Treak, LOL. Sorry, couldn’t resist.

I went to the movie and that scene when David’s mom tells him she never dreamed he’d be King of Israel is when I said to God, “I accept” the Anointing (and responsibility) He wanted to give me. I was exicted to, because that means I’d get to kick demon butt with it. LOL Honestly, God WANTS PEOPLE LIKE THAT! God wants demon hunters. God wants people to stand against idiot in defiance and let the Holy Ghost use them to kick idiot’s butt!

I was like Gideon. He was a wimp scared of his own shadow. He even put three fleeces before God because God called him to lead an army against a much stronger enemy. God chose Gideon and the old men who went with him because God knows nobody would believe Gideon and those who went with him would ever defeat an army without God doing all the work. 

Remember that.

Never believe your own press. You are a willing vessel. That’s it. I let the Holy Ghost do all the work. As JD Farag always says, God tells me, “Don’t help Me. You’ll screw it up.” I once bulked up to write a Deliverance prayer, a powerful one. The Holy Ghost immediately said, “not by power but by my Spirit saith the Lord.” (Zech 4:6). He wasn’t like, “Oh, no you didn’t.” The Holy Ghost was more like, okay, now, you ain’t doing anything. The Battle is the Lord’s. The Battle is ALWAYS the Lord’s.

Let Jesus do all the work.

Honestly, that’s the job Jesus gave Himself.

He’s God.

We ain’t God.

Jesus won all them wars, battles, fights right there on that Cross at Calvary when he died, rose from the dead and defeated death, hell and the grave. The Battle is the Lord’s and the Lord’s alone. Jesus went to the Cross to take away the sin of the world, carried all of us on His broad shoulders because He had to, that was the will of God the Father.

And, even though Jesus asked the Father to take that cup from Him, Jesus said, “nevertheless, le thy will be done!” (Luke 22:42)

Spiritual Warfare

The enemy attacks you in dreams: He’ll make it seem like you are in the dream and are participating to cause great guilt and worry. Remember, when they throw fear on you, they are trying to impart their fear of God and what’s coming to them in hell, the torment by God himself and God judging them. Demons, fallen angels and idiot live in a constant state of fear of their impending sentences in hell. Idiot won’t be a hotshot then. And, that fool sometimes uses LOUD music to confuse and overwhelm you in dreams. In fact, just spitballing, but I bet when I’ve heard music is was satan himself attacking me. 

The enemy attacks you when awake: they will throw emotions on you. Sometimes strong emotions. When God is freeing you from bondage, idiot will tell you that you are backsliding. I believe one demon is sent to study you when you are Christian. Now, if you are a minister of Gospel, I be willing to bet demons and fallen angels are sent to study you.

I’ve seen an angel once. Angels are awesome and I’m sure they’ve saved my butt numerous times over the years. But, my focus is on Jesus not them. I was writing a sermon, and, to my right, an angel, my guardian angel, was studying the sermon I was writing, all leaned over. I used to think that was a fallen angel. But, just now, I pondered the experience, and realized that was my guardian angel, years ago I was told Michael was my guardian angel. Not the Michael, the Ark Angel, but an angel. He had this look. It was like he was wearing goggles, clear ones, but his eyes were just big. Now, that I think about, I apologize to him for labeling him a fallen angel. My bad. Angels are very curious about salvation. Anyway, he was very serene. I think he had on a helmet, now that I think about it. He was perfect in appearance. Michael, wherever you are, when I get to heaven, I’d love to hug you and be your buddy. Please accept my apologies for calling you a fallen angel. I’m used to demons and fallen angels, and now satan has shown up, attacking me so that’s why I thought you were one of them. Sorry.

Will I focus on him? Nope.

Talk to God, Jesus and the Holy Ghost.

And, test the spirits.

How to test the spirits:

“Do you confess Jesus is Lord and come in the flesh?”

The Holy Ghost won’t be offended if you ask this. He’ll say, “YES!” He usually doesn’t speak of Himself, but of Jesus because He’s the Spirit of Jesus. That’s one reason why Jesus had to go to the Cross and die and be resurrected. On earth, when the dove (Holy Ghost) descended and Anointed Jesus with the Godly Anointing (well, Jesus was God sooooo... LOL), the full power of Heaven, of God, rested upon Jesus’s broad shoulders. Only Jesus could handle, more than handle (He was God, after all), was the Godly Anointing. There are levels of Anointing. No way any of us will even get the Godly Anointing. But, there is an Anointing above the Kingly Anointing because I have it. Not sure what to call that Anointing, to be honest. 

Jesus had the Godly Anointing and that means Jesus could command Fallen Angels over territories to leave that territory. You notice Jesus never told Satan to leave in the wilderness. No, Jesus resisted the devil and made the devil flee! “Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you.” (James 4:7) (KJV) Jesus was fully submitted to God (not sure if any of us will ever do that either) Jesus resisted the devil with Scripture, and idiot fled. I still wish Jesus would’ve said to idiot, “Fool, I wrote that book....” LOLOLOLOL No, Jesus said, “It it is written...” 

Now, when Jesus said this to idiot, “Jesus said unto him, It is written again, Thou shalt not tempt the Lord thy God.” Now, was Jesus talking about Himself or God the Father? “Both,” the Holy Ghost just told me. I will tell you there is one name that scares idiot: Jesus or, if you want to be sophisticated, Yeshua (Hebrew name for Jesus). Notice, Jesus never rebuked idiot. Idiot knew who he was talking to. LOLOLOL Jesus had to be tempted because Jesus was in the flesh (with no endemic nature like us–Jesus was the only perfect human to walk the earth). We have to rebuke idiot is Jesus’s name. By the way, you don’t “bind” the enemy, you silence them and tell them to leave someone immediately in the Mighty Name of Jesus and the Precious Blood of Jesus. Most get that wrong. Binding is for something different. I was taught that but it is misreading that Scripture. 

Got Questions:
See: https://www.gotquestions.org/binding-loosing.html 

I’ll have to do a sermon on that because even Got Questions doesn’t have it fully right. They didn’t say exactly what you can bind and loose. It relates to sin, not the fallen. Another day.

REBUKE FIRST, ASK QUESTIONS LATER, as L.A. Marzulli says. The Holy Ghost has thick skin. 

DON’T CALL THE HOLY GHOST AN IT! HE’S GOD AND THE THIRD PERSON OF THE TRINITY. HE’S ALSO THE UNADULTERATED POWER OF GOD. And, I’m lucky, well, fortunate, to call Him my friend! In fact, when you call the Holy Ghost “Jesus’s Spirit” or “the Spirit of Jesus,” He just looooooves that.

(Matthew 4:1-11 is the wilderness journey and temptation of Christ)

Maybe Enoch and Elijah, the two witnesses that come back to die, as it is appointed to man to die once. They were translated, or raptured. We don’t know much about Enoch except that he walked with God. Elijah had a Great Anointing since he could cause fire to rain down from heaven, but Elisha had double the Anointing Elijah had.)

“And Enoch walked with God: and he was not; for God took him.” (Gen. 5:24)(KJV) I heard a preacher talk about that. He said it humorously almost, “I love you so much” so God took him. God translated 

Maybe Enoch got soooo close to God, God had to rapture, or, translate him? Same with Elijah. Both never saw death. I remember a preacher said this guy who like to drink got saved and asked God to take him home because he prayed to God, “you know I’ll go back to it (partying and getting drunk) and end up in hell.” God took the man home. 

That’s sooo God.

“The Lord is not slack concerning his promise, as some men count slackness; but is longsuffering to us-ward, not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance.” (2 Peter 3:9)(KJV)

The most powerful man to ever walk the earth was Elisha. He had the double portion of the Anointing. But, I suspect, in these last days, especially, many will have that Anointing because God is pouring out His spirit onto ALL flesh. 

“And he said, “You have made it difficult by asking. If you see me taken from you, it will be so for you. But if not, it will not be.” (2 Kings 2:10)(Berean)

Basically, Elisha asked Elijah for a double portion of his Anointing (power) and Elijah granted it when Elijah left him. That is how I can bestow Anointings on others and even grant people the privilege of seeing Jesus (see recent sermon). The Holy Ghost has moved me to offer the ministry to others. Just now, the Holy Ghost impressed upon me 2 Kings 2:10 is how this willing vessel (never say I am–stay humble, my friends, because I know I don’t do anything, Jesus already did it all. God lets no one glory in His presence. I was crying just now so what I just told you to stay humble and never think you do anything because Jesus did it all on the Cross is true. Idiot convinces wizards and witches they have power to exalt their pride and keep them in bondage to idiot. You know, “IDIOT” IS NOW MY FAVORITE NAME FOR satan!)

See: https://www.gotquestions.org/Elisha-double-portion.html

Anyway, another spiritual warfare method is for a demon to throw on you that you’ve sinned AND tell you that you need to need to correct it immediately. That’s not God. That’s not the Holy Ghost. Idiot condemns, the Holy Ghost convicts. Now, if you just committed adultery and you feel really bad about it, better repent! LOL. The demon makes it sound way worse than it is. The Holy Ghost calls one to repentance. Making ammends, if possible, comes later. Demons make you feel (strong emotion or condemnation emotion and heaviness) terrible AND that you need to fix it immediately. The Holy Ghost is like, “Now, you shouldn’t do that” or “you know going into that bar is wrong...” He’s soft and sweet.

I TOLD YOU NEVER TO GO INTO A BAR AGAIN!

That’s a demonic way of condemning you.

The Holy Ghost would say, “Okay, you feel off the wagon. Need help?”

Demons condemn, God comes to RESTORE YOU TO WHAT YOU SHOULD BE!

God loooooves cleaning people up, delivering them and restoring them! That’s one of the Holy Ghost’s main jobs. DON’T CLEAN THE FISH BEFORE YOU CATCH THEM AND CLEANING THEM IS GOD’S JOB NOT YOURS! I’m emphasizing that not yelling.

God is NEVER looking to say, “Gotcha! You sinning, loser!”

In the Garden of Eden, God didn’t show up to condemn Adam and Eve. God showed up to RESTORE ADAM AND EVE! Eve’s mistake was talking to that fool in the first place. Adam’s error was telling Eve not to engage with satan, in the first place.

I once was going to give satan a piece of my mind. The Holy Ghost tapped on my shoulder, smiling as usual, and impressed upon me, “Don’t bother. He doesn’t care what you have to say.” Idiot never feels bad about what he does to people. He only trembles at his fate of what God will do to him in hell (James 2:19). You wanna know someone who spoke unvarnished truth that cut to the bone in the Bible? James, Jesus’s brother. That dude was righteous! If you want to get convicted, read Proverbs and James. You think you big? Proverbs and James will show just how small you are. I say that with a smile. God is not a GOTCHA! God. Idiot is a gotcha type of loser, er, TOTAL LOSER! Idiot is a cruel taskmaster and makes sin look pleasurable and right (Gal. 5:1-15). God ain’t. Idiot kills, steals and destroys while Jesus came that you might have life, and have life more abundantly (John 10:10). Jesus’s yoke is easy and His burden is light (Matt 11), because Jesus takes your burdens on himself! Jesus, as a preacher once said, didn’t come to ADD to your burdens, but take them away!


That picture is wrong American Christian thinking about that woman. She's a true Christian and the rest are hypocrites:

Source: I saw this on Twitter. Not sure who owns it, but I bet it is AI. If you own it and want it removed, contact me.


Restoration

“And I will restore to you the years that the locust hath eaten, the cankerworm, and the caterpiller, and the palmerworm, my great army which I sent among you.” (Joel 2:25)(KJV)

I assure you, I ain’t this organized. This sermon is all over the place. That’s the Holy Ghost. He’ll send me in all directions and tie it up at the end. He’ll give me an idea and then send me in a side direction to minister to me, too!

Whoa!

Did you catch that?

I learn from following the Holy Ghost’s leading, too. I usually even admit it right in the sermon like today.

The Holy Ghost was laughing when I wrote that above. That’s how He is. God has a GREAT sense of humor. 

Anyway, to Joel 2:25.

Now, notice how God said “my great army which I sent among you.”

If you ain’t following Jesus right, God sends His great army (locusts, cankerworms, etc.) among you to eat away at YOU!

God did this to the Jews because they didn’t do what God told them to do.

Jesus even cursed a tree that didn’t obey him. 

“As they passed by in the morning, they saw the fig tree withered away to its roots. 21 And Peter remembered and said to him, “Rabbi, look! The fig tree that you cursed has withered.” 22 And Jesus answered them, “Have faith in God. 23 Truly, I say to you, whoever says to this mountain, ‘Be taken up and thrown into the sea,’ and does not doubt in his heart, but believes that what he says will come to pass, it will be done for him. 24 Therefore I tell you, whatever you ask in prayer, believe that you have received[b] it, and it will be yours. 25 And whenever you stand praying, forgive, if you have anything against anyone, so that your Father also who is in heaven may forgive you your trespasses.” (Mark 11:20-25)(KJV)

Unforgiveness will send you to hell!

A man owed money to this mafia don. The mafia don brought the man before him and the man begged for forgiveness. The mafia don was moved and forgave the debt. But, the man went out a asked for the money a man owed him. He didn’t have so he beat them man up. The don heard about it and called the man in. The don told him that he was forgiven and since he didn’t likewise forgive the man he beat up, the mafia don remembered his debt and it was due now! The henchmen took the man on a long ride (in mafia parlance they killed him). The don took care of the wife of the man and his children because it was not their fault. Anyway, if you haven’t figured it out, if you don’t forgive, God CAN’T forgive you. If you have bitterness and forgiveness in your hear, ask the Holy Ghost to help you forgive them.

Forgiveness is power. Not for them, but for you. It frees you from what they did. It does the exact opposite, In the movie Shindler’s List, Shindler told that idiot nazi, “Real power is pardoning...” That was his shot. The nazi hated, had great hate in his heart for Jews, and at the end of the movie, right before he was hung, he saluted Hitler (who is burning in hell right now because that man killed himself). 

Let’s pray and get rid of that bitterness, hurt and pain: (I feel a powerful Anointing right now because I’m crying): O’Father God Jehovah, help me forgive those that wronged me and I command all bitterness, anger, and hurt and their strongman and any demon, foul spirits of unforgiveness to leave immediately in the Mighty Name of Jesus and by the Precious Blood of Jesus! Praise the Lord God Almighty, Yeshua, Jesus, YHWH and the Holy Ghost in the Mighty Name of Jesus and by the Precious Blood of Jesus! Amen.

Now, let the Holy Ghost minister to your spirit and heal your wounds to your soul. The more you pray (TALK TO GOD, JESUS AND THE HOLY GHOST IN A RELATIONSHIP–that is praying without ceasing as Paul says 1 Thessalonians 5:17), the bigger your Spirit Man gets and overcomes the flesh (endemic nature that exalts oneself and give you pride) easier and easier. Remember, Vengeance is mine saith the Lord! God can do revenge better than you ever can.

“Dearly beloved, avenge not yourselves, but rather give place unto wrath: for it is written, Vengeance is mine; I will repay, saith the Lord.” (Romans 12:19)(KJV)

Want to get revenge?

Yeah, totally opposite of what I just told you. 

Ready?

Pray for them, pray God blesses them and brings them unto salvation, if they need it.

In fact, #Jesus is Talking to Someone Right Now...

It’s time to get right with #Jesus.

You’ve been riding the fence for far tooooo long.

Yes, you have.

You know it is true.

Not sure who I am writing this for, but it is inside me right now.

satan owns the fence.

You can’t hold Jesus’s hand with one hand and hold satan’s hand with the left hand.

“And if a house be divided against itself, that house cannot stand.” (Mark 3:25) (KJV)

It’s true.

You’ve been doing it for years, maybe decades.

Time’s up.

You don’t want to hear this:

“But God said unto him, Thou fool, this night thy soul shall be required of thee: then whose shall those things be, which thou hast provided?” (Luke 12:20) (KJV)

Now is the day of salvation! (2 Cor. 6:2)

Make the choice now.

There is a no tomorrow.

Tomorrow is too late.

The Holy Ghost is talking to someone right now.

This is a Holy Moment for someone.

Whoa! I’m speaking in tongues real fast and it is eerily quiet.

Eternity is calling someone, You right now.

“Behold, I stand at the door, and knock: if any man hear my voice, and open the door, I will come in to him, and will sup with him, and he with me.” (Rev. 3:20) (KJV)

Jesus is standing right there asking you to open the door of your heart to him.

You might say, “I have everything. I don’t need Jesus.”

“For what shall it profit a man, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul?” (Mark 8:36) (KJV)

God cares about YOU!

You are God's prized possession and toilet bug, er, satan HATES YOU! Honestly, has satan ever done anything for you? Really? Nope, not one thing! Jesus, on the other hand, has paved the way for us with complete and utter victory over everything, especially satan and his ilk. When Jesus died on the Cross, he took away the sin of the world. We only have to repent and ask Jesus into our heart to be born again.

GET DELIVERANCE FROM ANYTHING RIGHT NOW BY JESUS CHRIST HIMSELF!

I feel a lot of people need deliverance right now. Some people reading this are demon possessed and want to be free. So, let's get busy! Father God Jehovah, we come before you this evening to ask for your deliverance from evil. Let anyone that wants Deliverance to see Jesus do it in the Mighty Name of Jesus and the Precious Blood of Jesus Christ! First, I command all demons around anyone possessed or oppressed by silent in the Mighty Name of Jesus and by the Precious Blood of Jesus Christ! In the name of Jesus, by His Authority of His Word, I free you from #lust, #pornography, #onlyfans, #witchcraft, #taylorswift, #drugs, #alcoholism, all demonic oppression, strongholds, strongmen and any Fallen Angel that affects the human I'm praying for, and I command and demand ALL demons and fallen angels to flee in the Mighty Name of Jesus  and the by the Precious Blood of Jesus Christ if they are making you sick, adulterous thoughts, #mentalillness and anything they want to be free from in Jesus Mighty Name and by the Precious Blood of Jesus Christ! I cast any demons out of a person that wants to be free in the Mighty Name of Jesus Christ and by the Precious Blood of Jesus! You are free! Praise Jesus, Yeshua, the Holy Ghost, God, YHWH! In Jesus Mighty Name! Amen!  YOU ARE FREE, TAKE IT, ITS YOURS!" (Praying fervently over you in Heavenly Tongues)

Do you know Jesus?

Well, it is easy to know him and experience his undying, unfathomable love and affection.

He came and died for you.

"For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life." (John 3:16) (KJV)

There is no greater love than Jesus.

"Greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends." (John 15:13) (KJV)

Accept Him today if you don't know him.

Sinner's Prayer

"Dear Lord Jesus, I know that I am a sinner, and I ask for Your forgiveness. I believe You died for my sins and rose from the dead. I turn from my sins and invite You to come into my heart and life. I want to trust and follow You as my Lord and Savior."

Now, go and tell someone and welcome to His Kingdom.

The Holy Spirit Baptism is a gift. Just pray, "God, I accept the Holy Spirit as a gift and welcome Him into my being. Thank and praise you Jesus for the Holy Spirit." In these dark times, you need the Holy Spirit right after getting saved.

WARNING: "Most importantly, I want to remind you that in the last days scoffers will come, mocking the truth and following their own desires." 2 Peter 3:3 "Be not deceived; God is not mocked: for whatsoever a man soweth, that shall he also reap." Gal 6:7

Amen.

Tim (formerly Transwoman Rachel)

Hey, idiot, er, moron, er, TOTAL LOSER, er, satan!

On behalf of the Holy Ghost: "GOTCHA!




Saturday, September 12, 2026

Jesus is my Husband - Full Book Right Here! God Bless You!


Jesus is my Husband

by

Timothy Lee

(formerly Transwoman Rachel of TransgenderChurch.com)
Copyright © 2025 by Timothy Lee

Dedication

This Book is Dedicated to God, Jesus and the Holy Ghost

I asked God for wisdom to help me make money because my job really doesn’t pay my bills in the long-term. I didn’t ask Him for money. I asked him to give me wisdom to make money after I saw a video on Youtube describing this technique. Anyway, God answered. The Holy Ghost has guided every word of this book, which really is incredible. I wrote no outline, no notes, nothing. The Holy Ghost led the way after God suggested I write about Jesus Is My Husband! 

Invocation Prayer

Our Father, who art in heaven, hallowed be thy name, I command all demons to be silenced while anyone reads this book in the Mighty Name of Jesus and by the Blood of Jesus Christ. I bind every evil spirit and strongman from exerting any influence over the individual, give them clarity and peace of mind and help them understand and get wisdom from this book. All in the Mighty Name of Jesus! Thank and Praise you O’ Lord, God, YHWH, Jesus, Yeshua and the Holy Ghost! Amen. 

Do You Need Deliverance or Healing or Both?

Our Father, Who art in heaven, hallowed be thy name, I command all demons to leave the person who asks, I bind all strongmen affecting those who ask, I command all sickness, infirmities, illnesses to leave any person who ask in the Mighty Name of Jesus and by the Blood of Jesus! Thank and Praise You Jesus, YHWH, Jehovah, Yeshua and the Holy Ghost! Amen!

You are free!

You are healed!

Praise the Lord God Almighty!

Amen.




JESUS IS MY HUSBAND


God, Jesus Christ and the Holy Ghost are ALL your Husband! 

“For thy Maker is thine husband; the LORD of hosts is his name; and thy Redeemer the Holy One of Israel; The God of the whole earth shall he be called.” (Isaiah 54:5) (KJV)
The Holy Trinity

It’s very simple.

He is.

Father (Head), Jesus Christ (Body), and Holy Ghost (Spirit). I get the Trinity. One are Three, Three are One. Father, Son, and Holy Ghost. 

I once awoke and saw an older Jesus (God the Father). They are all one. But, they are three. The only time they were separate was on the Cross at Calvary when God had to turn His back on Jesus Christ because Jesus became SIN, the Living Sacrifice and God is Holy. Jesus cried, “Why has thou forsaken me?” Then, Jesus gave up the Ghost and died.

Three days later Jesus was Resurrected by the Holy Ghost.

The Shroud of Turin has Jesus’s imaged burned into it, but recently in 2025 scientist who studied it have no idea how the image is there. It truly is supernatural. The went to disprove it, but ended up proving it was read. They also found the Shroud was from Jesus’s time on Earth. NASA discovered the date of Jesus’s death as Friday, April 3, 33 A.D. due to an eclipse that turned the moon red over Jerusalem.

Science is proving everything is true.

Since my re-awakening in 2020, due to Covid and Revelation videos on Youtube, I started TransgenderChurch.com and began my ministry. I asked God, didn’t wait on an answer, bought the domain, and it began with the Holy Ghost leading the way. In fact, He’s directing this book. That began April 24, 2020. Five years later, I’m no longer Transgender, no longer Rachel, and am Tim as God intended. My ministry moved from witnessing to fellow Transgenders to Deliverance and Healing today Thanksgiving 2025.

God only gets sweeter!
God calling me Rachel in a dream after a night of despair changed my life forever. Isaiah 54:5 changed my life forever soon after that AND I FINALLY FOUND WHAT I WAS LOOKING FOR! Five years later, Jesus healed the Transgender in me and now I’m Timothy (my given name) and am a servant in a worldwide ministry tearing up toilet bug, er, idiot, er, moron, er, TOTAL LOSER, er, satan’s kingdom with Deliverance and Healing and Salvation. I call satan “toilet bug” (an insult to toilet bugs) but idiot made it personal. Wanna hate someone? satan is your idiot, or, moron, or, TOTAL LOSER to hate. All this moron does is steal, kill and destroy (John 10:10).

Five years of ministry.

Wow!

It seems like a vapor.

WILL YOU DIE FOR HIM?

I remember that from a movie in the 1980s. 

WILL YOU?

Yeah, I believe I would.

I wouldn’t die for anything else.

One day, I might have to.

One day, they will come for me if God taries.

I remember seeing a movie as a kid in the 1970s and it was about a guy who went around riding motorcycles and was a knight and followed it. I remember seeing the movie Excalibur and wanting to be a knight and serve a king. I saw Percival and wanted to be like him. Totally dedicated to a king.

I SERVE KING JESUS TODAY!

I GOT WHAT I DESIRED!

“Delight thyself also in the LORD; and he shall give thee the desires of thine heart.” (Psalm 37:4) (KJV)

I never understood that Scripture as it applied to me until right now writing this.

I was timid like Gideon and now the Holy Ghost has shaped me into a king and priest unto God (Rev. 1:6). 

I know I can’t do anything.

“I can do all things through Christ who strengtheneth me.” (Phil 4:13)

I wear that everyday on my wrist. It is the Scripture that if prayer correctly will give you Holy Ghost Juice, as I call it, to conquer anything. Just remember, you are just a willing vessel and Jesus does all the conquering.

That’s why Jesus is Husband!

“Husbands, love your wives, even as Christ also loved the church, and gave himself for it;” (Ephesians 5:25) (KJV)

Jesus died from me, for us. He allowed them to pluck out His beard, beat Him, flog him, crucify him. Did you know Jesus hung on that tree naked? Jesus was defiled naked on that Cross at Calvary.

If you are married, I’m married to Jesus only, to a woman, you are required to die for her if need be, by that very Scripture.

Seriously!

God showed me how much He loved me by bring that song “Stuck on You” by Lionel Richie to my mind. Now, I sing it back to Him. That’s so God in my Life. “Mighty Glad You Stayed” just broke me up.

That’s SOOOOOO God!

I have a hard time being good to myself because of my abusive childhood. So, God told me “It ain’t a crime to be good to yourself” as Paul Stanley sung in the song “Lick it up” from KISS. Again, that is SOOOOOO God! So, when it gets to good, and I want to shy away, IT AIN’T A CRIME TO BE GOOD TO YOURSELF!

A few years ago, I ask God to do something that showed His love for me. My Mustang was on empty almost but I decided to go onto work and get gas after. 

I forgot.

Worked the next day and forgot about getting gas.

Car was empty.

Drove all over town with the air conditioner running and the car ran flawlessly on an empty tank. 

I ain’t kidding!

Tuesday morning, I saw the needle was way below empty. Fear gripped me as I sat at the stoplight just away from the gas station. Car was running perfectly. Anyway, I thought the car would stop right there. But, got gas. It took 12.8 gallons. The car had a 12 gallon tank. It was bone dry since Sunday. I drove it to work then everywhere on Monday and it ran perfect.

NO WAY THAT CAR RAN EXCEPT BY SUPERNATURALLY BY THE POWER OF GOD THE HOLY GHOST!

I even joked, “How about I never get gas and you just power it.” It was something along that line. I got gas. 

The funny thing.

The gas gauge never worked right after that.

Why?

It was God reminding me of that miracle and He would never let me run dry in any shape, form, or fashion!

Whoa!

Just totally got that!

Jesus is LOVE COMPLETELY!


“Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no account of wrongs. Love takes no pleasure in evil, but rejoices in the truth. It bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.” (1 Cor 13:4-7) (Berean)

No human exists that is like that.

None.

But, that is exactly how Jesus is.

Jesus is Love!

God is Love!

The Holy Ghost is Love!

A human’s love is up and down but God’s love is a straight line. It doesn’t change because God NEVER changes. “Jesus Christ is the same yesterday and today and forever.” (Heb 13:8) (Berean) Jesus can’t change because He’s forever. In fact, the love of Jesus 

God also LIKES YOU! Human’s will say, “I love you but don’t like you right now.”

God doesn’t do that.

God LIKES AND LOVES YOU!

We always hear: God loves you, God loves everybody. But, I've known people that say, "I love you but don't like you." Ever hear that? Well, God loves you AND GOD LIKES YOU.

Need Proof?

I did.

You know how a mom will sit and look at her child for hours with loving eyes while she delights in her child? God does the same with you. Even moreso...

In fact, God even counts the hairs on your head.

"But even the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Fear not therefore: ye are of more value than many sparrows." (Luke 12:7) (KJV)

Yes, it may sound like a little too much love, but God loves you so much he counts the hairs on your head.

God feeds the birds, but he values YOU way more than them.

"Behold the fowls of the air: for they sow not, neither do they reap, nor gather into barns; yet your heavenly Father feedeth them. Are ye not much better than they?" (Matt 6:26) (KJV)

He also promises to supply all your needs.

"But my God shall supply all your need according to his riches in glory by Christ Jesus." (Phillipians 4:19) (KJV)

The BIG, HUGE difference in God and everyone else is:

He likes you even when you fail. To err is human.

Why?

Jesus died and rose from the dead so that we might have communion again with God. But, Jesus knew we would fail because we are human (and He wasn't–He had a human body, but He was still God). Jesus never sinned, but he became all our sin on the Cross at Calvary.

But, why?

Grace.

Grace, which basically is there for us to get saved AND TO FAIL and not suffer the penalties for it. "His grace is sufficient." (2 Corinthians 12:9) If you screw up, and you will make mistakes because you are human, His Grace is Sufficient. God likes you that much he sent Jesus to die in your place so your sins would be forgiven even when you screw up.

Christians aren't perfect, just forgiven.

Jesus was perfect and they beat him senseless then crucified him on the Cross because He was blameless. Even Pontius Pilate knew He was blameless. (John 18:28-38)

When God looks at a Christian, he doesn't see sin or anything bad. When He looks at us, He sees Jesus because we accepted Jesus into our hearts. He also sees the Holy Ghost inside us...and you know who He is? The Holy Spirit really is Jesus's Spirit.

I'm not saying Grace is a license to sin. I'm saying Grace is there because we are human and will make mistakes because we are human. It is impossible for us as humans to live above sin because of our endemic nature. I actually think, but can't prove it, but us just existing day to day is some little sin. Sin is in our nature. It's called the flesh (not your skin or body), but our endemic nature. However, when we get saved, guess what?, we are reborn inside. The flesh is there but subdued. The more we pray, "crucify the flesh" as Paul put it Galatians 5:24, the more subdued it becomes. The flesh is those little thoughts that pop into your head that questions God, exalts above God. The flesh is NOT you but our endemic nature. Prayer is crucifying the flesh and bringing it under submission.

Yeah, God likes you that much. But, His like is both personal and corporate. Jesus is our Husband and we are His Bride. The Church is His Bride. But, Jesus wants to know you intimately as His Bride. God wants to hear about your successes, your failures, your wants, your needs, your prayers for others, what you like, what you dislike, your favorite food, your favorite song, your favorite movie, everything! God's ear never tires of listening to you no matter what you are saying, even when you go on and on and on about nothing. Unlike another human, He's actively listening to you.

God loves listening to you tell Him everything about you. His ear is always open and He's always happy hear what you have to say even if you're mad. His that good a friend. He knows His ways are not our ways. "For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways, saith the Lord." (Isaiah 55:8) (KJV)

God fashioned you in the womb of your mother. Yes, He did. It's why abortion is murder. "For you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mother's womb." (Psalms 139:13) (NIV) The Holy Spirit is the breath of life and one of His jobs is knitting us together in our mother's womb.

WHY WOULD GOD NOT LIKE YOU SINCE HE DOES ALL THAT TO MAKE YOU?!!!

Yes, God Likes You, Jesus Likes You and the Holy Spirit Likes You.

We know God loves us, but we also should know He likes us.

Sometimes, that impresses people, like me, far more than God Loves Us!

Sometimes.









A RELATIONSHIP IS WHAT GOD REALLY WANTS


Why did God create us?

God was lonely.

Why did God send Jesus?

So, we, once again, could have relationship with God.

The Relationship with God is the MOST IMPORTANT thing you do. Everything else is icing on the cake to God. Many will disagree and say, well, ya gotta do this, and ya gotta do that. Let me tell you, if you focus on your relationship with Jesus Christ, the rest comes easy. 

Your relationship with Jesus Christ is THE FOUNDATION YOU HAVE TO HAVE!

“Not every one that saith unto me, Lord, Lord, shall enter into the kingdom of heaven; but he that doeth the will of my Father which is in heaven. Many will say to me in that day, Lord, Lord, have we not prophesied in thy name? and in thy name have cast out devils? and in thy name done many wonderful works? And then will I profess unto them, I never knew you: depart from me, ye that work iniquity.” (Matt 7:21) (KJV)

You can build cathedrals to Jesus, you can stand in the pulpit and be a life coach and preach heresies and doctrines of demons, sorry, that’s what they do, be a missionary, but if you don’t cultivate a personal relationship with God, Jesus and the Holy Ghost, you will be damned just like anyone else.

A relationship with Jesus Christ is the most important thing you’ll ever do and have in life.

You know, I love Jesus and God and the Holy Ghost dearly, with all my heart, but feeling worthy of them escapes me. But, Jesus loves me anyway. None of us are worthy. We are saved through Grace by Jesus Christ (Eph 2:8-9). You can’t earn it, you can’t buy it, salvation is the Gift from Jesus Christ. The only way to God is by Jesus Christ (John 14:6), and all religions seem to point to Jesus is some way, great teacher or other, but only Jesus said He’s God.

Jesus is the Rock with which all Christians are required to build their life upon.  

“Therefore everyone who hears these words of Mine and does them will be like a wise man who built his house upon the rock.” (Matt 7:24) (Berean)

You build your house on Jesus Christ, the Rock of Ages!

You know that Def Leppard song “Rock of Ages”? When I listen to that song, I think about Jesus Christ. Jesus is the Rock of Ages. That’s one of His titles in the Good Book. Honestly, tell Jesus, God, the Holy Ghost everything about yourself. God’s ear never tires of your voice. You can’t bore God to death with it. God LOOOOOVES HEARING FROM YOU! Tell Him about your troubles, tell Him about your dreams, tell Him about your successes, tell Him about your failures, tell Him about everything. He already knows it, but wants to hear it from your lips. I’ve told Jesus everything. I’m probably the girliest dude God’s ever heard from and if He ain’t sick of me, He ain’t sick of hearing from anyone. Trust me, God LOOVES hearing you talk about feelings. Like I said, why more women don’t get into the Jesus as Husband thing fully without wading in the water and just jump in the deep end is BEYOND ME!

And, Guys, it’s totally okay to talk with Jesus about all your feelings. He doesn’t judge you are think of you less of a man if you do. You’ll bawl with the Holy Ghost thickness all over you just like any other. I cry mostly when He’s Anointing me. It feels good and the Holy Ghost does it so it kills my pride.

Did you know the Song of Solomon is how God thinks about you?

Minus the sex parts, of course.

Did you know Jesus will be way more happy to see you when you get to Heaven than you are to see Him?

All that is the truth.

The Song of Solomon is also how a husband is supposed to think of his bride! Besides the sex parts, Song of Solomon is just how in love Jesus is with you. I see why men would have trouble with it and don’t embrace Jesus as Husband fully as it should be, But why more women don’t get into Jesus as Husband is BEYOND ME!

I’ve never been one to be anything but ALL IN! Like I said, I saw that knight in that movie and wanted that and wanted to serve a king completely like Percival did to King Arthur/ I also desired to be a person after the heart of God like David was.

Am I?

One day maybe.

I’ve fallen deep in love with Jesus, God and the Holy Ghost. It’s no different than falling madly in love with someone. Yeah, I had all kinds of romantic desires for God. I know sex can’t happen, but I don’t see why the rest can’t happen. Jesus is the Perfect Husband. God is the Perfect Husband. The Holy Ghost is the Perfect Husband. They are Dad, Husband, Brother, Friend, Comforter, Lover of your soul. 

A little secret: If you truly surrender, God will get sweeter every day.

The Holy Ghost, as you surrender more and more to Jesus Christ, slowly changes every part of you until, suddenly, you look back and think, “WOW!” The Holy Ghost changes you geometrically. The further along you grow, the bigger you get. You know how technology doubles every two months? Same with the Holy Ghost. But, it’s really even greater. Little things change in you that you don’t notice until it all fits together.

God LOOOOOVES, absolutely LOOOOVES, to fix people.

That is the Holy Ghost’s main job besides the salvation experience (being born again), to be honest. If you surrender, the Holy Ghost will do all the hard work. All you need to be a willing vessel. 

Does it really get better than that?

It does.

God gets sweeter every day.

Jesus gets sweeter every day.

The Holy Ghost gets sweeter every day.

They really do.

Because They are God! Jesus, God, and the Holy Ghost is Love Affair That Gets Better and Better!

There are two Scriptures I live by:

“For thy Maker is thine husband; the LORD of hosts is his name; and thy Redeemer the Holy One of Israel; The God of the whole earth shall he be called.” (Isaiah 54:5) (KJV)

“I can do all things through Christ who strengtheneth me.” (Phil 4:13) (KJV)

God’s Agape Love, which all-encompassing, has reflections in humans such as romantic, family, and friendship. But, none are like the love of Jesus Christ. All are poor, very poor, reflections of Agape Love, or God’s Love.

“Greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends.” (John 15:13) (KJV)

Jesus freely died for us because He loved all of humanity that much.

“For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.” (John 3:16) (KJV)

Jesus’s love required Him to allow them to pluck out his beard, beat him mercilessly, and crucify Him. God’s love required Him to give up Jesus to become the spotless lamb that took away the sin of the world (John 1:29). When Jesus said, “Why has thou forsaken me?” that was the only time God the Father and Jesus were separated. God had to turn His back on Jesus because at the moment Jesus became our sin and took our rightful place as the spotless sacrifice, the Lamb of God, without blemish and without ever sinning Himself.

God, Jesus and the Holy Ghost loves us that much!

Even Husbands of human women are commanded to die for their wives if need be according to “Husbands, love your wives, even as Christ also loved the church, and gave himself for it;” (Ephesians 5:25) (KJV). Yeah, you have to die for your earthly wife if required just as Jesus died for us.

Do you love her that much, or is life too precious?

Really.

I’d say God, Jesus and the Holy Ghost are the Perfect Husbands in that Jesus had to come in human form, be beaten for our peace, murdered for our sins, whipped for our healing, and God had to be separated from one another for the only time in existence. “But he was wounded for our transgressions, he was bruised for our iniquities: the chastisement of our peace was upon him; and with his stripes we are healed.” (Isaiah 53:5) (KJV)

Would an earthly husband do that for his wife?

It would be a rare thing, indeed.

Jesus as Husband

When I first read Isaiah 54:5 I was struck that it was talking about God as Husband, but, since all three are God, it really is all of them. The Trinity is simple: One are Three, and Three are One, Father, Son and Holy Ghost. Like I said before, they all look like Jesus. God just looks older. Doesn’t the Bible say ubelievers shall be judged by the Word at the Great White Throne Judgement and believers that go in the Rapture shall be judged by the Judgement Seat of Christ? They are all the same, but separate. Our feeble minds just can’t think in such seven dimensional terms.

But, God wants a personal relationship with us.

“The Lord is not slack concerning his promise, as some men count slackness; but is longsuffering to us-ward, not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance.” (2 Peter 3:9) (KJV)

God desires a relationship with all of us.

He doesn’t get it, but God desires it.

Hell was always reserved for idiot, er, moron, er, TOTAL LOSER, er, satan and his angels and demons (Matt 25:41). Hell was not made for humans. But, hell will be home for all erternity for kings and queens, princes and princess, celebrities, entertainers, presidents, congressmen, and ordinary people. They will all be wailing, gnashing of teeth and begging God for one more chance. Don’t be one of them.

I’m Married to God, Jesus and the Holy Ghost

I took Isaiah 54:5 to heart and was called to be a Eunuch (single) and dedicated to God. I wearing a wedding ring that symbolizes my marriage to God just like Nuns are. Nuns often wear wedding rings to symbolize the same thing.

I took it way deeper.

Way deeper.

I dove in the deep end.

Just like I said I’m all in when I do something. I’m all in for Jesus Christ. I hope and pray I’m strong enough, if asked, to lay down my life for the faith. Really, that is required of Christians all of the world. The slaughter of Christians going on in the Sudan is horrible and unspeakable.

WILL YOU DIE FOR JESUS CHRIST?

The first death is to self. The second death is hell. You will do one of the other. “For whosoever will save his life shall lose it: and whosoever will lose his life for my sake shall find it.” (Matt 16:25) (KJV). To be born again, you have to die: accept you’re a sinner, confess and repent of your sins and accept Jesus as Savior. Salvation is a Gift. It is Grace. It can’t be earned, despite what all other religions basically teach. Salvation is unmerited favor.

Don’t sit on the fence. Idiot, er, moron, er, satan owns the fence.

I also surrendered fully to Jesus.

I told Jesus, “whatever you want me to do, I’ll do it.”

I think few Christians do that. It’s also why few Christians live in victory.

Jesus Offers Unconditional Love

God sees the soul. Beauty is vain and skin deep. Just like animals don’t care what you look like, God doesn’t either. All are beautiful to God. Jesus died for EVERYONE not just the pretty ones. God is no respecter of persons (Romans 2:11)(KJV). God doesn’t care who you are, where you’ve been, what sins you’ve committed. In fact, Paul claimed to be the chief of sinners and if Jesus saved him, Jesus can save anyone, but idiot, moron, TOTAL LOSER satan and his morons, er, minions. I don’t capitalize satan’s name because he’s a LOSER! Had it all and blew it, which makes satan a TOTAL LOSER!

Doesn’t Unconditional Love sound good?

It is good.

Count on God’s love.

Once you realize’s God’s love is endless and bigger than all of space and time, you’ll love Jesus immensely. When you get first saved, the love is crazy good. But, if you surrender and go all in, IT GETS EVEN BETTER!

My love for God, Jesus and the Holy Ghost has been romantic. At first, sexual urges filled me, especially as Transgender Rachel. Many Christian women, I’ve read, would love for Jesus to ravish them. Jesus won’t and we should not think about God sexually. But, honestly, when you realize how much Jesus really loves you, it really is human nature to desire pleasing God anyway possible. But, imagining it is wrong.

I got past that.

And, now, I just want to hug Jesus forever and ever and ever.

Really.
Am I in love with Jesus like a wife would be?

Yep, that never changed for me.

Jesus is my Husband.

When I say that, it literally is electric and the hairs stand on my head and my heart is strong inside and I swoon.

All my life, I wanted a spouse.
What I really needed and wanted was Jesus Christ as Husband.

The Holy Spirit Baptism

“And I will pray the Father, and he shall give you another Comforter, that he may abide with you for ever.” (John 14:16) (KJV)

The Holy Ghost, the name I prefer for Him, Baptism is a gift. Jesus said He would send another Comforter and that is the Holy Ghost. All you have to do is Thank Jesus for the Gift of His Spirit and Invite Him to make Himself known to you.

Just pray, "God, I accept the Holy Spirit as a gift and welcome Him into my being. Holly Spirit, make Yourself known to me. Thank and praise you Jesus for the Holy Spirit." In these dark times, you need the Holy Spirit right after getting saved.

He will.

Indeed, He will make Himself known.


The Presence of God is Wonderful

“But if the Spirit of him that raised up Jesus from the dead dwell in you, he that raised up Christ from the dead shall also quicken your mortal bodies by his Spirit that dwelleth in you.” (Romans 8:11) (KJV)

The Holy Ghost brings the Presence of God that’ll make your flesh tingle and warmth to radiate your body. The Holy Ghost quickens your mortal body. The Holy Ghost was always there, but now you know He’s there. The Holy Ghost is the breath of life. Jesus said He was closer than a brother (Psalms 18:24).

“And the Lord God formed man of the dust of the ground, and breathed into his nostrils the breath of life; and man became a living soul.” (Gen 2:7) (KJV)

“A man that hath friends must shew himself friendly: and there is a friend that sticketh closer than a brother.” (Psalm 18:24) (KJV)

I needed someone inside me.

Being next to me was not, not ever enough.

A human would never scratch the itch.

I had this big hole and nothing filled it.

Then, God did.

We all have that hole.

But, for me, it was even more.

I needed to be filled with the Holy Ghost.

Jesus filled the hole, covered it up and I don’t even know where it is.

That’s what Jesus does than the world never can do for anyone.

Do you realize how empty satan and demons and fallen angels are?

They will never have the presence of God.

Never!

God, Jesus and the Holy Ghost all live inside me, and in you if you are a Holy Ghost Fire Baptized Christian. I feel the presence of God on my skin, making it warm, making it tingle, make my bones vibrate. I’ve felt the Anointing all over my body. As I grow in the Lord, it gets stronger and stronger. It was strongest on my legs. Now, the Holy Ghost moves over my torso and my legs.

The Holy Ghost is Amazing!

“Let your conversation be without covetousness; and be content with such things as ye have: for he hath said, I will never leave thee, nor forsake thee.” (Hebrews 13:5) (KJV)

I needed someone inside, AND never to leave me. I think I’ve got abandonment issues in my past so I need to know Jesus will never leave. He doesn’t. We leave Jesus. God is always there. Jesus is always there. The Holy Ghost is always there.

I’ve seen Jesus multiple times.

One of the most beautiful was I was listening to an Enya son where she was playing the piano and suddenly I was a white room, with white carpet. Jesus was playing a white piano and wearing a loin cloth. His back was broad. I didn’t see His head. But, Jesus’s skin had to most perfect tan I’ve ever seen. There was nothing like it. It was flawless. 

I’ve heard Jesus’s audible voice once. I basically asked, “Is this Rapture thing ever gonna happen?” I was upset it hadn’t happened in 2024. The next morning, as I awoke, Jesus said, “Two women are grinding at the mill...” It’s a Scripture about the Rapture.

Jesus had the PERFECT VOICE! I want to say it was sexy, but it was just perfect. It made me swoon inside. I think about His voice and it is deliriously beautiful. I’m getting flush right now thinking about it.

Something deeply personal, and happens to Christians, God makes me sexually aroused. The love is soooooo intense it touches every part of me. I don’t act on it. I’m literally drunk right now inside emotionally. My whole body is saturated with the awesome power of God. Oh, my God this feels good.

It’s indescribably beautiful. I feel completely at peace. The Anointing can literally be intoxicating. But, it is also me acting with it. Sometimes, the Anointing feels like electricity on my skin it gets sooo strong.

Another thing God did for me: My penchant for earrings was back but one of ears had closed from non-use over the last few years.

But, God...

I decided to use an earring with a point to just puncture it open. Yeah, stupid, but had done it before. To my amazement, both were fully open. I know right then God had to have anticipated me desiring to wear earrings and it opened. My right ear was closed. I tried it just days before and looked to get my ear pierced. I just didn’t want to drive all the way out to the beach to get it done.

God does the little things that mean soooo much!

I remember I was scared of getting the clot shot and Jesus stood in the Spirit in my bedroom and said, “You don’t think I can’t take care of you?” Oddly enough, it was then I saw exactly how deep Jesus cared for me. I took the clot shot for work and felt it go up my left arm and down into my left leg. The Holy Ghost burned from the drive over to get it and my leg went white hot as the jab went down into my left leg. It stopped. The Holy Ghost burned it out of my body. It didn’t touch me. I had my proof I had it and work had to take it.

That’s my Husband.

I love saying that.

That’s my Husband.

Yeah, I looooooove saying that! God Wants You to Have Peace and Joy Not Be Happy

Happiness is fleeting and is what the world offers you. Joy, on the other hand, and peace amidst the storms and lulls is what Jesus offers you.

The Bible says, “don’t be afraid” or “fear not” 365 times, which means God is telling us, “Fear not, I got this.” God created the universe. 

If God can’t take care of me, all the rest is a lie!

Really!

“Peace I leave with you, my peace I give unto you: not as the world giveth, give I unto you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid.” (John 14:27) (KJV)

Jesus had perfect peace. He was God. “In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.” (John 1:1) (KJV). Remember when the boat with the Disciples were in the massive storm and they saw Jesus walking on the water? Jesus wasn’t freaking out. The Disciples were but Jesus wasn’t. Peter asked Jesus to command him to come to Jesus. 

Jesus did.

Peter walked on water toward Jesus. Suddenly, Peter took his eyes off Jesus and sank into the waves. Jesus pulled him out. NEVER take your eyes off Jesus. Keep your eyes in the Word of God. 

“But he answered and said, It is written, Man shall not live by bread alone, but by every word that proceedeth out of the mouth of God.” (Matt 4:4) (KJV)

We live by the Word of God! 

Nothing more. Nothing less.

Period!

“But though we, or an angel from heaven, preach any other gospel unto you than that which we have preached unto you, let him be accursed.” (Galatians 1:8) (KJV)

Anything else is heresy and that person is cursed!

Also, Jesus’s peace is active through all things, including rest. I used to love to go to war. I was at peace at war. I wasn’t at peace when nothing was going on. I couldn’t stop and smell the roses. Jesus’s peace slowly taught me to rest and enjoy His peace.

Are you the same way?

Ask Jesus to show you how to be at peace in the storm and out it.

And, He will.



Jesus’s Joy Is Our Joy and Our Strength

“Then he said unto them, Go your way, eat the fat, and drink the sweet, and send portions unto them for whom nothing is prepared: for this day is holy unto our Lord: neither be ye sorry; for the joy of the Lord is your strength.” (Nehemiah 8:10) (KJV)

Happiness is something the world offers.

Joy and Peace is something ONLY JESUS OFFERS!

Remember how I said Jesus only gets sweeter everyday?

Imagine having joy and peace, they go together like eggs and ham, daily that only gets better each and every day. Eventually, you’ll wake up, and depression is something so far in the past, it doesn’t touch you.

Everything is a Spirit.

Jesus is ALWAYS JOYFUL!

God is ALWAYS JOYFUL!

The Holy Ghost is ALWAYS JOYFUL!

God doesn’t have down days.

If you follow Jesus, you won’t either eventually.

In fact, you’ll always be up!

And, if you need the Holy Ghost Juice...

“I can do ALL things through Christ who strengtheneth me.” (Phil 4:13) (KJV)

Amen!



Jesus is About Sacrifice Not Getting

What is the greatest love?

Sacrifice.

“Greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends.” (John 15:13) (KJV)

It is better to give than receive. -Jesus Christ

“I have shewed you all things, how that so labouring ye ought to support the weak, and to remember the words of the Lord Jesus, how he said, It is more blessed to give than to receive.” (ACTS 20:35) (KJV)

If you helped the least among you, you helped Jesus.

“And the King shall answer and say unto them, Verily I say unto you, Inasmuch as ye have done it unto one of the least of these my brethren, ye have done it unto me.” (Matt 25:40) (KJV)

When I was a manager, I had this idea that I was my employees support and it was my job to make them succeed.

That’s how great managers think.

Psst... that’s how Jesus thinks.

Psst... that’s how The Holy Ghost thinks.

Psst... that’s how God thinks.

In the footprints story, Jesus carried you.

That’s love.

Jesus died for you.

That’s ultimate love.

That’s sacrifice.

Just as a man is commanded to die for his wife if need be, that’s because, as we already discussed, that was Jesus command to all husbands because Jesus died for His Bride, the Church, which means YOU!

It’s better to give than receive.

For those that lose their life with gain it.

“For whosoever will save his life shall lose it: and whosoever will lose his life for my sake shall find it.” (Matt 16:25) (KJV)

Sacrifice.

Jesus did it.

So shall we.



You Will Be Persecuted

Jesus was murdered and satan would kill you if he could.

“Blessed are they which are persecuted for righteousness' sake: for theirs is the kingdom of heaven. Blessed are ye, when men shall revile you, and persecute you, and shall say all manner of evil against you falsely, for my sake. Rejoice, and be exceeding glad: for great is your reward in heaven: for so persecuted they the prophets which were before you.” (Matt 5:10-12) (KJV)

But, the more you are persecuted for Christ’s sake, the greater the rewards. Always keep your eye on Jesus. I rarely think about rewards. My destiny is to be God’s little terrier, a defender of the faith, and even die for the faith if need be. I wanted it. Remember that knight in that movie that took it seriously? That’s me. But, God built me up to this point because I went through the trials, still go through trials, and God trusts me. 

You never stop learning. Stay hungry and stay humble. No matter how great God uses you, God is doing ALL THE WORK! You are just a willing vessel. I can’t do anything, but I CAN DO ALL THINGS THROUGH CHRIST WHO STRENGTHENETH ME! (Phil 4:13) When I need the Holy Ghost juice to get through something, I pray that Scripture.

It works.

That’s deep.

Very deep.

If you really want to be a man (or woman) after God’s heart, there will be trials always. Idiot, er, moron, er, TOTAL LOSER, er, satan only goes after those that serve Jesus. But, remember, ALL THINGS WORK OUT FOR THOSE THAT LOVE GOD AND ARE CALLED ACCORDING TO HIS PURPOSE! (Romans 8:28)

The Dream When God Called Me To Ministry

In 2019, I wasn’t a very good Christian. It was half-hearted. 

But, God...

I had a dream where I was stationed at this military base and I was walking through a hanger with a special uniform on. The markings were Jewish I realized later. Anyway, my job was to fly this special plane, only one on the base, deep into enemy territory. I was walking a catwalk in the hanger and a guy in uniform was on the ground looking up at me not in awe but rather like I was someone rare to see.

A year later, off from Covid, watching a Revelation series for seven or so hours, I caught fire. TransgenderChurch.com was born. That was me flying a plane deep into enemy territory. I was a Transwoman and could relate to fellow Transgenders. I contacted other ministers and none wanted to help me. God did say I’d do it alone. It was Him and me. I asked God about it, bought the domain before God responded, LOLOLOL, and The Holy Ghost led the way.

I’ve flown deep into enemy territory.

Now, my ministry is Deliverance and Healing.

I was down once and God gave me a dream: God showed me as a dedicated Sergeant in his Army. I stood out among the other troops and was quickly promoted. A few weeks later, I had another dream. 

This one was intense.

I was taking fire from the enemy, because I went where few feared to tread, and then got behind a concrete pillar. Later, I was taken to an underground tunnel and was recovering from my wounds as I talked to another soldier. 

A full bird colonel walked in. I recognized him. He was the colonel from the movie The Dirty Dozen who had the best troops in WW2. He studied me for a long time, and then said, “Colonel.” 

That’s all he said. 

Dream ended.

I was floored.

I had had a dream right before that I was a captain. That one was set in the Star Trek universe. God promoted me quickly. I went to Buck Sergeant to Captain and now Colonel.

I remember I prayed for a co-worker that had Covid and she was in the hospital during the plandemic. She got out a day or so later. Praise the Lord. I commented to myself, “That worked?!”

The Holy Ghost immediately said, “The prayers of a righteous man availeth much” (James 5:16). 

Wow! 

God was calling me a righteous man.

I was humbled.

I wasn’t that righteous and knew it.

Neither was Lot.

But, God called Lot righteous.

Never Glory in God’s doings. It ain’t you doing it, ever. All you can be is a willing vessel. And, even then, I bet God had a hand in you being willing. I didn’t see that movie about the guy (Ed Harris by the way) as a motorcycle knight dedicated to be one by accident.

It’s actually saved me.

One night I wanted to go back to something. That knight thing popped into my head. It made me keep going forward, getting stronger. God builds you slowly. One day, you are slaying a demon. Soon, you are slaying ten. Next, you are slaying hundreds then thousands.

“A thousand shall fall at thy side, and ten thousand at thy right hand; but it shall not come nigh thee.” (Psalm 91:7) (KJV)

Eventually, you will be so far under the shadow of God as Psalm 91 tells you to be, evil won’t be able to touch you! And, you won’t even get sick.

Jesus does all the work:

“Remember the word that I said unto you, The servant is not greater than his lord. If they have persecuted me, they will also persecute you; if they have kept my saying, they will keep yours also.” (John 15:20) (KJV)


Persecution for Christ’s Sake

The closer you get to Jesus Christ, the more persecution you will suffer. I’ve been hated since the cradle literally. Many call it being chosen.

“For many are called, but few are chosen.” (Matt 22:14) (KJV)

If Jesus was persecuted, you will be.

The Holy Ghost changes you into Jesus like.

When Stephen was stoned in the Book of ACTS for Christ’s sake, God strengthened him to withstand it. If you must die for Christ, God will strengthen you to take it.

Like I said, Jesus does all the work.

You just have to be a willing vessel.

The Promise for Walking the Narrow Road

“Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me. Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over. Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the LORD for ever.” (Psalm 23:4-6) (KJV)

Jesus will prepare a table for you in the presence of your enemies and they will be forced sit there and watch you eat! Ever heard, I’d rather reign in hell than serve in heaven? No, no, no, you reign in heaven and are tormented in hell. One day, your enemies will watch you eat a glorious meal in front of them as they go without.
The Narrow Road isn’t for the faint at heart. “Behold, I send you forth as sheep in the midst of wolves: be ye therefore wise as serpents, and harmless as doves.” (Matt 10:16) (KJV). We are sheep and Jesus is our Shepherd and Husband and Redeemer. He carries us most of the time through the valley of the shadow of death.

Ask God for wisdom because he gives it generously and finds no fault in those asking for it (James 1:5). Why was Solomon so gifted by God? Instead of asking for things, Solomon asked for wisdom to be king. God rewarded that. It says wise AS serpents. Serpents are wise, but God is far wiser and will endow you with wisdom if you only ask.

Remember: Ye have not because ye ask not! (James 4:2-3) Don’t be jealous of those that have when you didn’t ask for anything. Ask and ye shall receive as James 4:2-3 says.

Jesus still does all the work!

Remember the Footprints story? It showed two sets of footprints through the sand then just one set of footprints. The man said, “hey, you said you’d never leave me. And, you left me.” Jesus replied, “No, when you just saw one set of footprints, I was carrying you!”

Again, Jesus does all the work.

That is why Jesus is the Perfect Husband!

That’s my Husband.

I love saying that.

That’s my Husband.

Yeah, I looooooove saying that!

Do You Need Healing or Deliverance?

Healing the Jesus Way!

Something incredible has happened. First, God showed me how to use the Anointing He has given me to command demons to leave people. Now, God has shown me how to Heal anyone with Deliverance from demons and commanding the illness to go. Months ago, Jesus gave me a much stronger and authoritative Anointing that meant Dominion and was for Deliverance. But, God also has to train us in our gifts. Praise God, for some reason, He gave me the Gift of Faith. Now, as I’ve understood, Deliverance Ministries also brings Healing Ministries, because Jesus made NO distinction between the two during His Ministry, and Jesus was God on Earth so...that’s how we are to do it.

Deliverance is by Authority and Healing is by Power! That is simple, but complex thinking.

A King Conquers with Power, but a King Reigns with Authority!

Jesus did both!

And, Jesus does it through us!

When you pray, ALWAYS ask for Wisdom to understand God’s answer to your prayer. God ALWAYS answers your prayers, even if the answer is no. “Now if any of you lacks wisdom, he should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to him.” (James 1:5) (Berean)

We don’t ask for Healing. No, no, no! You can’t ask for something ALREADY DONE! We command the disease to go in the Mighty Name of Jesus and by the Blood of Jesus!

See: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uFRMsiqIDrw
“What Churches Miss About This Could Heal Everyone”

“And Jesus said unto them, Because of your unbelief: for verily I say unto you, If ye have faith as a grain of mustard seed, ye shall say unto this mountain, Remove hence to yonder place; and it shall remove; and nothing shall be impossible unto you.” (Matt 17:20) (KJV)

Do we ask God to remove this mountain? No, if you read the Scripture, YOU COMMAND IT TO GO! You don’t ask it to go, YOU COMMAND IT TO GO!

If you are a Christian... you can do the same...!

We ALL have been given THE MEASURE OF FAITH!

“For I say, through the grace given unto me, to every man that is among you, not to think of himself more highly than he ought to think; but to think soberly, according as God hath dealt to every man the measure of faith.” (Romans 12:3) (KJV)

“And Jesus said unto them, Because of your unbelief: for verily I say unto you, If ye have faith as a grain of mustard seed, ye shall say unto this mountain, Remove hence to yonder place; and it shall remove; and nothing shall be impossible unto you.” (Matt 17:20) (KJV)

This Lady on youtube talk about the true intent of the faith the size of a grain of mustard seed. The mustard see grows wildly and as we grow as Christians, our faith grows wildly because the mustard seed builds powerful roots... Get the idea? The more we surrender and let the Holy Ghost change and operate in us, the GREATER THE FAITH INSIDE US! 

See: https://www.youtube.com/shorts/KfCWMw_vFXc

No, NEVER think it is us doing anything. The Power and Authority to do ALL things is Christ working THROUGH us!

“I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me.” (Phil 4:13) (KJV)

If you need Holy Ghost juice as I call it, Just pray “I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me!” I believe wholeheartedly that this Scripture is MOST POWERFUL SCRIPTURE in the Bible for Holy Ghost filled Christians! 

Why?

Because it says to God, I can’t do anything, BUT JESUS CAN DO ALL THINGS, which Jesus can. And, Jesus does it THROUGH US!

Jesus Gave the Disciples the power to cast out demons and to heal ALL manner of sickness and disease:

“And when he had called unto him his twelve disciples, he gave them power against unclean spirits, to cast them out, and to heal all manner of sickness and all manner of disease.” (Matt 10:1) (KJV)

The Power to Heal was Won on the Cross at Calvary!

“But he was pierced for our transgressions, he was crushed for our iniquities; the punishment that brought us peace was on him, and by his wounds we are healed.” (Isaiah 53:5) (NIV)

Jesus and all others were healing by the promise of Jesus on the Cross! Think about that. The people in the Old Testament were healed by the promise of Jesus on the Cross. Now, that Jesus hung on that Cross at Calvary, died and was resurrected from the dead, THE AUTHORITY AND POWER IS FULLY REALIZED! 

If you read the sermon of mine on Deliverance or Healing, you know a King reigns with Authority and Conquers with Power. Jesus did both equally. He Jesus, after all. He’s God in the Flesh. (Side Bar: Did you see that? That’s the secret to the Triune Godhead. One is Three, Three are One, Father, Son and the Holy Ghost!)

“Who his own self bare our sins in his own body on the tree, that we, being dead to sins, should live unto righteousness: by whose stripes ye were healed.” (1 Peter 2:24) (KJV)

Just Like Jesus Gave the Disciples Authority, He Gave ALL Christians Authority!

“Behold, I have given you authority to tread on snakes and scorpions, and over all the power of the enemy. Nothing will harm you.” (Luke 10:19) (Berean)

Let that Scripture BURN IN YOUR HEART! It also says NOTHING will harm you!

Jesus Said We’d do Greater Works than He Did

“Verily, verily, I say unto you, He that believeth on me, the works that I do shall he do also; and greater works than these shall he do; because I go unto my Father.” (John 14:12) (KJV)

Let me explain: We do greater works than Jesus, because we are many and Jesus was just one laborer. AND, ALL OF US CAN DO SOMETHING FOR JESUS!

Jesus didn’t die on that Cross for your to sit in Church, consume Youtube videos, to do NOTHING FOR JESUS! No, Jesus died for your sins, and He died so you might have “life and have life more abuntantly.” (John 10:10)

“The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly.” (John 10:10) (KJV)

NEVER PRAY THIS WAY:

“God, if you’re not too busy. Hey, I can come back later. I don’t want to be a bother. You know, excuse me for living, I’ll come back later at a better time for you....”

God’s ear NEVER tires of hearing our voice. (Psalm 34:15, Psalm 18:6)

SO, TO BE DRAMATIC, LET THE HEALING AND DELIVERANCE BEGIN!

Our Father, Who art in heaven, hallowed be thy name, I command all demons to leave the person who asks, I bind all strongmen affecting those who ask, I command all sickness, infirmities, illnesses to leave any person who ask in the Mighty Name of Jesus and by the Blood of Jesus! Thank and Praise You Jesus, YHWH, Jehovah, Yeshua and the Holy Ghost! Amen!

You are healed and delivered, whatever is needed. Demonic possession, demonic oppression was just broken. You are free!

Do you know Jesus?

Well, it is easy to know him and experience his undying, unfathomable love and affection.

YOU are God’s Prized Possession!

You are God's prized possession and toilet bug, er, satan HATES YOU! Honestly, has satan ever done anything for you? Really? Nope, not one thing! Jesus, on the other hand, has paved the way for us with complete and utter victory over everything, especially satan and his ilk. When Jesus died on the Cross, he took away the sin of the world. We only have to repent and ask Jesus into our heart to be born again.

Jesus came and died for you.

"For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life." (John 3:16) (KJV)

There is no greater love than Jesus.

"Greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends." (John 15:13) (KJV)

Accept Him today if you don't know him.

Sinner's Prayer

"Dear Lord Jesus, I know that I am a sinner, and I ask for Your forgiveness. I believe You died for my sins and rose from the dead. I turn from my sins and invite You to come into my heart and life. I want to trust and follow You as my Lord and Savior."
Now, go and tell someone and welcome to His Kingdom.

The Holy Spirit Baptism is a gift. Just pray, "God, I accept the Holy Spirit as a gift and welcome Him into my being. Holy Ghost, make yourself known to me. Thank and praise you Jesus for the Holy Spirit." In these dark times, you need the Holy Spirit right after getting saved.

Amen.

-Timothy (formerly Transwoman Rachel)