Jesus Transformed Me from Transgender Back to Male

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"And it shall come to pass afterward, that I will pour out my spirit upon all flesh; and your sons and your daughters shall prophesy, your old men shall dream dreams, your young men shall see visions:" Joel 2:28 

God gives me dreams as an old man. I'm 57 next month. But, because of this ministry, demons attack me in dreams all the time. I detest satan and basically want to mess up his kingdom of evil. Years ago, 2019 I think, God gave me a dream I'd fly deep into enemy territory (Transgender territory). In the dream, I was on this military base and walking on a catwalk from my plane. I wore a special uniform, and saw a soldier below looking at me not with awe but more like 'I finally saw him' type thing. It was a Jewish uniform (since I'm part Jew). I knew I was called but not sure what I was called to. 

One night in despair, God spoke to me in a dream and said simply, 'Rachel." It was then I knew God got me. In 2020, I think it was January or February, I said, "God is this rapture thing ever gonna happen? The economy is roaring and it looks like Trump is getting reelected...." God replied, "when they say peace and safety, sudden destruction..." (1 Thess 5:3). I watched a bunch of Revelation and Tribulation videos and Covid happened in March. It was time to get busy. I bought the domain name TransgenderChurch.com and the Holy Ghost and I were off and running. 

I never had the money to "transition" and didn't. Mostly, I wanted boobs. Weird, huh? Sometimes I wore women's undergarments. Pink is still my favorite color and Purple is second. But, when God called me "Rachel." Be careful about transitioning, many have found it is a big mistake. One big hospital stopped doing surgeries because they found most Transgenders resolve themselves in time. But, God gave me peace with being female in a male body.

But, the Holy Ghost slowly changed me back the whole time! (That's one of His Jobs)

I asked God, didn't wait for Him to answer, and dove straight into the ministry. The Holy Ghost and I burned it up for five years. God showed me all my interests, tech and science fiction and writing to X-Files and love of Bible Prophecy, led to this ministry. I was also Rachel and transgender so Transgender Church was it. 

I've been attacked since then by everyone, including Christians who should take Mark 9 to heart. In Mark 9, the Apostles said, "I saw someone driving out demons in your name and told him to stop." "Jesus said. “For no one who does a miracle in my name can in the next moment say anything bad about me, for whoever is not against us is for us." (Mark 9:38-40) So, be careful attacking me. 

When Christians have done so, they have grieved the Holy Ghost inside them! (Ephesians 4:30) They did it in ignorance (and some with stupidity The Bible says "my people are destroyed for lack of knowledge" in Hosea 4:6 and adds they won't be preist to me (me being Jesus) so good thing the Holy Ghost has thick skin. But, fellow Christians, you need to have compassion for Transgender people. Don't judge the fish before you catch them. Jesus and the woman at the well committing adultery story comes to mind. What did Jesus say? He that is without since cast the first stone! After all the ones left that wanted to stone the woman, Jesus said he didn't condemn her and forgave her and said go and sin no more. 

After five years, the Holy Ghost has changed me from Transgender Rachel back to straight male Tim. I rarely was into men. I always said I was a lesbian. LOL The Holy Ghost can change you in an instant, but I was not ready for it. The more you submit to Jesus and tell him, tell me to do it and I'll go and do it, the more the Holy Ghost slowly changes you and suddenly, you are a totally different person. God did a whole lot of things with me knowing the Holy Ghost would change me and make me like Jesus. It is amazing how well the Holy Ghost has changed me since my night of despair. 

What if that man who went Transgender that shot up the Catholic School would have run into you and you had compassion rather than scorn and he got saved? Maybe he wouldn't have killed 2 kids and wounded 17 others at that Catholic School. I saw a video recently of this man who a homeless guy asked for a dollar. The man refused because he knew the homeless guy would buy booze with it. Another homeless guy gave the man a dollar. Gold told the man, "I gave you money when I knew full well you'd spend it unwisely so..." The guy had conviction and repenting of not helping the homeless man. 

So, why not have compassion for Transgender people? Jesus had compassion for you! The Holy Ghost is talking to Christians right now. God said in His Word He desires ALL COME TO REPENTANCE! (1 Tim 1:2-4) 

Hating Transgenders and scorning them is not what Jesus would do! That was not how this sermon was meant to go. But, Holy Ghost had other plans!

Back to dreams.... Last night, demons, after I called satan a toilet bug (an insult to the toilet bug, by the way) and was down about things (not gonna say what), I was viciously attacked in my sleep by demons showing me being involved in multiple lawsuits and how toilet bug (my new name for stupid, er, sata) was going to take everything. I'm poor so not much to take. Anyway, it shook me, but God had a dream right after telling me toilet bug ain't taking a thing. When demons attack me lately, they make it seem like I'm agreeing with them. It's not me. It's their dream. They've been giving me dreams I'm bankrupt, losing my credit, can't keep a job, etc. In ministry, you will be attacked mercilessly. Demons have even killed people in a dream in front of me for this ministry and said, "you should've known better." Toilet Bug, er, satan is sneaky so be sober and vigilant because toilet bug is LIKE a roaring lion seeking whom he shall devour. (1 Peter 4:8) But, don't worry, Jesus said no one will pluck you from His hand! (John 10:28). 

Do you want to be free of #Transgender like that woman in the video or like Me?

#saturdayvibes #sex 

Only #JesusSaves! 

#deliverance Father, in the name of Jesus, by the Resurrection power of the Holy Ghost and the ultimate power of the Cross at Calvary and Jesus Christ, I free anyone who asks from being Transgender! Thank and Praise you Jesus Christ in YHWH's Mighty Name!

Congrats, you are free! Amen! I'm crying so there's a mighty Anointing with that prayer. Shalom!

You are God's prized possession and Satan HATES YOU! Honestly, has Satan ever done anything for you? Really? Nope, not one thing! Jesus, on the other hand, has paved the way for us with complete and utter victory over everything, especially Satan and his ilk. When Jesus died on the Cross, he took away the sin of the world. We only have to repent and ask Jesus into our heart to be born again.

Do you know Jesus?

Well, it is easy to know him and experience his undying, unfathomable love and affection.

He came and died for you.

"For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life." (John 3:16) (KJV)

There is no greater love than Jesus.

"Greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends." (John 15:13) (KJV)

Accept Him today if you don't know him.

Sinner's Prayer

"Dear Lord Jesus, I know that I am a sinner, and I ask for Your forgiveness. I believe You died for my sins and rose from the dead. I turn from my sins and invite You to come into my heart and life. I want to trust and follow You as my Lord and Savior."

Now, go and tell someone and welcome to His Kingdom.

The Holy Spirit Baptism is a gift. Just pray, "God, I accept the Holy Spirit as a gift and welcome Him into my being. Thank and praise you Jesus for the Holy Spirit." In these dark times, you need the Holy Spirit right after getting saved.

Amen.

Tim (formerly Pastrix Rachel)

Jesus As My Husband; My Testimony

Jesus As My Husband; My Testimony

I am a Transgender woman, a Jew, a nun and the Pastrix of TransgenderChurch.com.

And, Jesus is my Husband.

Jesus said he would fulfill all my needs and give me the desires of my heart. "Delight thyself also in the LORD; and he shall give thee the desires of thine heart." (Psalms 37:4) (KJV) I tell Jesus often how much I love Him as my husband, provider, protector, my all. He's the one I adore. You see, Jesus is your spiritual husband as a Christian. "For thy Maker is thine husband; the LORD of hosts is his name; and thy Redeemer the Holy One of Israel; The God of the whole earth shall he be called." (Isaiah 54:5) (KJV) No, we don't have sex. But, I have sex with myself and toys. And, it is Anointed (something few Christians explore I think), holy sex that has blown my mind and I've been sexually active since eleven years old (mostly masturbation). I'm 51 and having the best sex ever. But, Jesus as Husband means He is responsible for meeting my emotional, psychological, physical, sexual and spiritual needs.

Honestly, for years, I thought I wanted to meet some woman, and had strong crushes. Pat Benatar, my favorite female singer ever, was a strong crush in from 1983-1987. Taylor Swift was a strong crush for years, before I took my vows as a nun before God. Now, today, I'm no longer interested and have no crushes. Jesus wants to be the focus of your life in everything.

And, I am content, not just happy, but content in Christ Jesus.

But, how did my journey begin?

On May 17, 1972, I was a mere three and one-half years old. My father left me with a military couple he knew the night my mother went into labor with my brother. Both of them molested me. It was not violent, and she was evil, but was loving, as weird as that sounds. Anyway, after getting me in their waterbed naked, she was naked, she masturbated me with her hand before asking me if I wanted to feel real good and she performed fellatio on me. Honestly, I enjoyed it. I was just way too young. Yes, it was wrong and sick of her, but I enjoyed it. Afterwards, she asked me if I wanted to make her feel good. I did and she taught me how to perform cunnilingus on her. I didn't know any better. So, I did for about two hours and she had multiple orgasms. Then, I tried to pleasure her husband and couldn't. As they made love on the bed, I sat at the end of the bed watching the snow on the screen and the boy I was left and the girl I became stayed. I started masturbating to completion at eleven, and I loved sex. I never could get enough, and still can't. But, she killed my desire for anyone as a lover. I always fantasized about being married to some woman, but the idea was way better than the reality. And, when I look at a woman, since I am female inside and God sees me as a woman, I don't think, "I'd like to do her." No, I think, "what if I was her!" I've been doing that for as long as I can remember.

So, as my rapist made me a girl, my father's unending emotional abuse was my estrogen that made me a woman. I read a book by a female clinical psychologist and she intimated that estrogen makes women look at the emotional cues of others to see what they need from them. I did the same thing with my father and he was never satisfied. So, therefore, his emotional abuse was my estrogen that fully cemented me as a woman.

So, I am male physically, since I couldn't afford transition ever, and a full woman inside. But, God told me He wanted to be my everything. Jesus was the spiritual husband. For some reason, it is easier to see Jesus as husband if you are woman than a man. Sexual love is for humans, agape love is for Jesus. Yes, I sometimes think about Jesus romantically since I am totally in love with Him, and that's okay. I just don't think sexually about Him. He's God and Holy. However, Jesus can give you a mono sex life few ever get to have. I love my sex toys, and I am celibate for my husband. Paul calls the single life (1 Cor. 7:1-5) a gift. It is indeed a gift, and it is rare. Most are meant to marry another human being. I just was not. I'm a eunuch. I think my rape and childhood abuse made me a eunuch. The Bible says some are made. I rather think I was made. But, celibacy is for a rare few.

The Nun Thing

After a night of despair, God called me Rachel in a dream. He got me. He really got me. I was overjoyed he saw me as a female. Later, He gave me a dream and I was Rachel in the dream. He totally got me. And, my love for God bloomed into a raging river of passion, love, and adoration. Yes, even though it is not sexual, I am totally in love with Jesus. At first, it was romantic. Now, it is something far deeper. I told God to touch me anywhere, anytime. I remember my devotion and acceptance at being a nun when I prayed something like this, "God, I give myself to you as a nun and a devote myself solely to you as your daughter, Jesus Christ as my husband and the Holy Spirit as my guide in Jesus's mighty name, Amen." The more I draw near to God, the more He'll draw near to me. "Draw near to God and He will draw near to you..." (James 4:8) (NKJV) Many nuns consider themselves wives of Jesus and ever wear wedding rings. While my nunship is between me and God, I think it is no different than an accepted nun.

The love of God is unreal. Sometimes, it really is overwhelming how much God can love you. God will do this for me (and you): "Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over." (Psalms 23:5) (KJV). Trust me, He will do it for you as He has done it for me. God's love, unlike a human's, is never-ending and He'll never leave you alone. "Don’t love money. Be happy with what you have because God has said, “I will never abandon you or leave you.”" (Hebrews 13:5) (GW)

God can't leave you; He'll only get sweeter and sweeter!

If you are not a Christian, doesn't this all sound good?

On December 20,1991, I got saved in bed with bronchitis. It was a beautiful experience. So, can you! It changed my life forever.

Do you know Jesus?

Well, it is easy to know him and experience his undying, unfathomable love and affection.

He came and died for you.

"For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life." (John 3:16) (KJV)

There is no greater love than Jesus.

"Greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends." (John 15:13) (KJV)

Accept Him today if you don't know him.

Sinner's Prayer

"Dear Lord Jesus, I know that I am a sinner, and I ask for Your forgiveness. I believe You died for my sins and rose from the dead. I turn from my sins and invite You to come into my heart and life. I want to trust and follow You as my Lord and Savior."

Now, go and tell someone and welcome to His Kingdom.

Amen and Hallelujah.

Pastix Rachel
Transgenderchurch.com
Transgender Church

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