Jesus: The Most Loving Husband of All

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Take a Journey Into a Love Affair for All Eternity

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THE HOLY GHOST: THE SPIRIT OF CHRIST!

Originally Posted in Sept. 2024:

For many years and years, I wanted to find someone to marry and fall in love with. I had an abusive childhood filled with fear, hate and emotional abuse from my father. I was also sexually abused when I was really young by a woman. The deep longing for someone was nothing no one could ever fill. There was a hole in my soul only Jesus could fill. It is that way with everyone. People try to fill it with all kinds of things, but it is hole that only Jesus can fill. He fills it with His love and grace, and He shows you how to really love yourself. Jesus’s love is the loves combined into one. Agape love, heavenly love only Jesus can give, fulfills the love of romantic, family, friends and the love of mankind. His presence, which He blesses with me a lot of the time, only gets sweeter.

Honestly, as a woman, Jesus’s love has been all encompassing. He listens to my bulls--- (pardon the French) as a father, as a Husband, as a friend and never tires of my voice. God never tires of hearing my voice or anyone’s voice (Isaiah 40:28). Yes, it seems hard for men to relate to Jesus as a spouse, but why more women don’t fully dive into that pool of complete love is beyond me. It’s perfectly fine to do so.

Falling in love with Jesus really feels romantic at times. It isn’t sexual, but certainly made me feel sexual in way that is beyond imagination. Jesus is not sexual, but, in me, at least, it fulfills that desire somehow. Jesus’s love is so deep eventually you dive into His water’s of tranquility until you are overwhelmed with a passion beyond what you ever dreamed possible. Yes, I’ve definitely had romantic feelings for Jesus. But, it is more that I want His beautiful, tranquil presence and Him touching my inner core of being than anything. He can touch your heart in a way that makes you melt. God the Father can do that, too. And, the Holy Spirit touching your core is all three of them touching it at the same time. It is far beyond anything like lovemaking. It is Jesus nourishing your soul with Himself that causes all kinds of feelings. It’s like getting lost in this benevolent feeling of love so immense you can never contain it and just have to let it overflow your being. As humans, I think we are scared of being so love that God counts the very hairs on our head (Luke 12:7)

Since we are soul, spirit and body, Jesus, as a Husband, fulfills all those needs. Eventually, you will think about God, Jesus and the Holy Spirit all the time. If you want to know how much Jesus loves you, look no further than the Song of Solomon, minus the sexual parts. That really is Jesus’s love letter to all Christians, male or female. Remember, when you get saved, you are getting married. Human marriage, which some see as rapture, is nothing compared to the spiritual marriage to Jesus Christ. Only a few ever surrender completely to Jesus. I did. That’s when you find the riches of your marriage to Jesus Christ. He hung on a Cross for each and every one of us. And, while Jesus hung on that Cross, He thought of each and every one of us, as unbelievable as that sounds. Well, He is God come in the flesh.

It all started when God called me Rachel in a dream. I knew then He got me. It was acceptance. And, a few more things He did showed me just how much God cared about me and how much He, Jesus and the Holy Spirit loved me. I say a lot of the time, when I get up, Good morning, my Husband. In Isaiah 54:5, God reveals His true nature to us: “For thy Maker is thine husband; the Lord of hosts is his name; and thy Redeemer the Holy One of Israel; The God of the whole earth shall he be called.” (KJV) God is three and three are One. At the end, I believe, when I get to heaven, I will find the marvelous Godhead is Jesus sitting on a throne of gold. In Jesus is completeness so immense that it saturates you with His beauty and magnificence. God is amazing and a loving Heavenly Father that gave His Son that we should not perish but have eternal life through Christ Jesus who loved us first. As a nun, as a woman, as a Jew, I’m in total awe and in love with all three. God is the father I always needed, Jesus the Husband I always wanted, and the Holy Spirit, Jesus’s Spirit, is the best friend I always dreamed of. And, together as one, they are the love of my soul that I always desired. It was in God that I found me. I can’t wait till the Marriage Supper of the Lamb.

You are God's prized possession and Satan HATES YOU! Honestly, has Satan ever done anything for you? Really? Nope, not one thing! Jesus, on the other hand, has paved the way for us with complete and utter victory over everything, especially Satan and his ilk. When Jesus died on the Cross, he took away the sin of the world. We only have to repent and ask Jesus into our heart to be born again.

Do you want to go to the Marriage Supper of the Lamb of God, Jesus Christ, or burn for all eternity?

Do you know Jesus?

Well, it is easy to know him and experience his undying, unfathomable love and affection.

He came and died for you.

"For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life." (John 3:16) (KJV)

There is no greater love than Jesus.

"Greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends." (John 15:13) (KJV)

Accept Him today if you don't know him.

Sinner's Prayer

"Dear Lord Jesus, I know that I am a sinner, and I ask for Your forgiveness. I believe You died for my sins and rose from the dead. I turn from my sins and invite You to come into my heart and life. I want to trust and follow You as my Lord and Savior."
            
Now, go and tell someone and welcome to His Kingdom.

The Holy Spirit Baptism is a gift. Just pray, "God, I accept the Holy Spirit as a gift and welcome Him into my being. Thank and praise you Jesus for the Holy Spirit." In these dark times, you need the Holy Spirit right after getting saved.

Merry Christmas!

Amen and Hallelujah.
Timothy Lee (formerly Transwoman Rachel)

LUKEWARM CHRISTIANS MISS THE RAPTURE!

https://www.youtube.com/shorts/VAnY4COzmGk

Yeah, Lukewarm Christians will miss the rapture.

Really.

Lukewarm means: They have no fire. They have no passion. They aren’t burned out. They ain’t cold as in they burned red hot once upon a time and are now cold. They are people that go along to get along. They are people that are tossed to and fro by the wind and the sea. They really never got saved. They just exist. (Many of them will be the YUGE revival in the Tribulation.)

Jesus said all this to the church of the Laodiceans (Lukewarm church)

“And unto the angel of the church of the Laodiceans write; These things saith the Amen, the faithful and true witness, the beginning of the creation of God; I know thy works, that thou art neither cold nor hot: I would thou wert cold or hot. So then because thou art lukewarm, and neither cold nor hot, I will spue thee out of my mouth. Because thou sayest, I am rich, and increased with goods, and have need of nothing; and knowest not that thou art wretched, and miserable, and poor, and blind, and naked: I counsel thee to buy of me gold tried in the fire, that thou mayest be rich; and white raiment, that thou mayest be clothed, and that the shame of thy nakedness do not appear; and anoint thine eyes with eyesalve, that thou mayest see. As many as I love, I rebuke and chasten: be zealous therefore, and repent.” (Rev. 3:14-19) (KJV)

The Laodiceans were a rich group who piped hot water from hot springs to their city, but over the piping to the city the water turned lukewarm. Lukewarm coffee sucks. Hot or cold coffee works for people. But, people spit Lukewarm coffee out of their mouth or say yuck!, or throw it out, or heat it up like I do till it is steaming hot.

Lukewarm is neither cold or hot for Jesus Christ.

They just exist.

Jesus spits them out of His mouth.

(Even idiot, er, moron, er, TOTAL LOSER, er, satan spits lukewarm people out of his mouth.)

They aren’t building treasures in heaven:

“But lay up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where neither moth nor rust doth corrupt, and where thieves do not break through nor steal:” (Matt 6:12) (KJV)

Jesus one day will reward Crowns to believers.

Will YOU have any to lay at Jesus’s feet?

Yeah.

Those crowns are laid at Jesus’s feet.

You know there are doormen in the New Millennium ruled by Christ?

You’ll have Joy, but that’s it.

Lukewarm people also have no Victory.

They live in defeat.

They live in spiritual squalor.

They are not hungry for the things of God.

They aren’t hungry for the Spirit to lead and guide them into all truth. (John 16:13)

One day they will throw gold and silver in the streets because it will be worthless:

“They shall cast their silver in the streets, and their gold shall be removed: their silver and their gold shall not be able to deliver them in the day of the wrath of the LORD: they shall not satisfy their souls, neither fill their bowels: because it is the stumblingblock of their iniquity.” (Ezekiel 7:19) (KJV)

Yeah, riches are a stumbling block and leave them in iniquity (SIN).

“And again I say unto you, It is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle, than for a rich man to enter into the kingdom of God.” (Matt 19:24) (KJV)

The rich man came to Jesus but Jesus told him to sell everything and follow Him. His riches meant more to him that Jesus did.

“And again I say unto you, It is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle, than for a rich man to enter into the kingdom of God.” (Matt 19:24) (KJV)

But, the biggest thing they don’t do is....

THEY DON’T DEVELOP A RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD, JESUS AND THE HOLY GHOST!

That is what God desires with each and every one of us most.

“And then will I profess unto them, I never knew you: depart from me, ye that work iniquity.” (Matt 7:23) (KJV)

Do you know Jesus?

Well, it is easy to know him and experience his undying, unfathomable love and affection.

He came and died for you.

"For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life." (John 3:16) (KJV)

There is no greater love than Jesus.

"Greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends." (John 15:13) (KJV)

Accept Him today if you don't know him.

Sinner's Prayer

"Dear Lord Jesus, I know that I am a sinner, and I ask for Your forgiveness. I believe You died for my sins and rose from the dead. I turn from my sins and invite You to come into my heart and life. I want to trust and follow You as my Lord and Savior."

Now, go and tell someone and welcome to His Kingdom.

The Holy Spirit Baptism is a gift. Just pray, "God, I accept the Holy Spirit as a gift and welcome Him into my being. Thank and praise you Jesus for the Holy Spirit." In these dark times, you need the Holy Spirit right after getting saved.

Amen.

Tim (formerly Transwoman Rachel) 

Jesus Transformed Me from Transgender Back to Male

THIS IS A PINNED SERMON AS GOD DIRECTED! 

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"And it shall come to pass afterward, that I will pour out my spirit upon all flesh; and your sons and your daughters shall prophesy, your old men shall dream dreams, your young men shall see visions:" Joel 2:28 

God gives me dreams as an old man. I'm 57 next month. But, because of this ministry, demons attack me in dreams all the time. I detest satan and basically want to mess up his kingdom of evil. Years ago, 2019 I think, God gave me a dream I'd fly deep into enemy territory (Transgender territory). In the dream, I was on this military base and walking on a catwalk from my plane. I wore a special uniform, and saw a soldier below looking at me not with awe but more like 'I finally saw him' type thing. It was a Jewish uniform (since I'm part Jew). I knew I was called but not sure what I was called to. 

One night in despair, God spoke to me in a dream and said simply, 'Rachel." It was then I knew God got me. In 2020, I think it was January or February, I said, "God is this rapture thing ever gonna happen? The economy is roaring and it looks like Trump is getting reelected...." God replied, "when they say peace and safety, sudden destruction..." (1 Thess 5:3). I watched a bunch of Revelation and Tribulation videos and Covid happened in March. It was time to get busy. I bought the domain name TransgenderChurch.com and the Holy Ghost and I were off and running. 

I never had the money to "transition" and didn't. Mostly, I wanted boobs. Weird, huh? Sometimes I wore women's undergarments. Pink is still my favorite color and Purple is second. But, when God called me "Rachel." Be careful about transitioning, many have found it is a big mistake. One big hospital stopped doing surgeries because they found most Transgenders resolve themselves in time. But, God gave me peace with being female in a male body.

But, the Holy Ghost slowly changed me back the whole time! (That's one of His Jobs)

I asked God, didn't wait for Him to answer, and dove straight into the ministry. The Holy Ghost and I burned it up for five years. God showed me all my interests, tech and science fiction and writing to X-Files and love of Bible Prophecy, led to this ministry. I was also Rachel and transgender so Transgender Church was it. 

I've been attacked since then by everyone, including Christians who should take Mark 9 to heart. In Mark 9, the Apostles said, "I saw someone driving out demons in your name and told him to stop." "Jesus said. “For no one who does a miracle in my name can in the next moment say anything bad about me, for whoever is not against us is for us." (Mark 9:38-40) So, be careful attacking me. 

When Christians have done so, they have grieved the Holy Ghost inside them! (Ephesians 4:30) They did it in ignorance (and some with stupidity The Bible says "my people are destroyed for lack of knowledge" in Hosea 4:6 and adds they won't be preist to me (me being Jesus) so good thing the Holy Ghost has thick skin. But, fellow Christians, you need to have compassion for Transgender people. Don't judge the fish before you catch them. Jesus and the woman at the well committing adultery story comes to mind. What did Jesus say? He that is without since cast the first stone! After all the ones left that wanted to stone the woman, Jesus said he didn't condemn her and forgave her and said go and sin no more. 

After five years, the Holy Ghost has changed me from Transgender Rachel back to straight male Tim. I rarely was into men. I always said I was a lesbian. LOL The Holy Ghost can change you in an instant, but I was not ready for it. The more you submit to Jesus and tell him, tell me to do it and I'll go and do it, the more the Holy Ghost slowly changes you and suddenly, you are a totally different person. God did a whole lot of things with me knowing the Holy Ghost would change me and make me like Jesus. It is amazing how well the Holy Ghost has changed me since my night of despair. 

What if that man who went Transgender that shot up the Catholic School would have run into you and you had compassion rather than scorn and he got saved? Maybe he wouldn't have killed 2 kids and wounded 17 others at that Catholic School. I saw a video recently of this man who a homeless guy asked for a dollar. The man refused because he knew the homeless guy would buy booze with it. Another homeless guy gave the man a dollar. Gold told the man, "I gave you money when I knew full well you'd spend it unwisely so..." The guy had conviction and repenting of not helping the homeless man. 

So, why not have compassion for Transgender people? Jesus had compassion for you! The Holy Ghost is talking to Christians right now. God said in His Word He desires ALL COME TO REPENTANCE! (1 Tim 1:2-4) 

Hating Transgenders and scorning them is not what Jesus would do! That was not how this sermon was meant to go. But, Holy Ghost had other plans!

Back to dreams.... Last night, demons, after I called satan a toilet bug (an insult to the toilet bug, by the way) and was down about things (not gonna say what), I was viciously attacked in my sleep by demons showing me being involved in multiple lawsuits and how toilet bug (my new name for stupid, er, sata) was going to take everything. I'm poor so not much to take. Anyway, it shook me, but God had a dream right after telling me toilet bug ain't taking a thing. When demons attack me lately, they make it seem like I'm agreeing with them. It's not me. It's their dream. They've been giving me dreams I'm bankrupt, losing my credit, can't keep a job, etc. In ministry, you will be attacked mercilessly. Demons have even killed people in a dream in front of me for this ministry and said, "you should've known better." Toilet Bug, er, satan is sneaky so be sober and vigilant because toilet bug is LIKE a roaring lion seeking whom he shall devour. (1 Peter 4:8) But, don't worry, Jesus said no one will pluck you from His hand! (John 10:28). 

Do you want to be free of #Transgender like that woman in the video or like Me?

#saturdayvibes #sex 

Only #JesusSaves! 

#deliverance Father, in the name of Jesus, by the Resurrection power of the Holy Ghost and the ultimate power of the Cross at Calvary and Jesus Christ, I free anyone who asks from being Transgender! Thank and Praise you Jesus Christ in YHWH's Mighty Name!

New Deliverance and Healing Prayer for Transgender:

Our Father, Who art in heaven, hallowed be thy name, I command all LGBTQ+ demons to leave the person who asks, I bind all LGBTQ+ strongmen affecting those who ask, I command all sickness, infirmities, illnesses to leave any person who ask in the Mighty Name of Jesus and by the Blood of Jesus! Thank and Praise You Jesus, YHWH, Jehovah, Yeshua and the Holy Ghost! Amen!

You are healed and delivered, whatever is needed. Demonic possession, demonic oppression was just broken. You are free!

Congrats, you are free! Amen! I'm crying so there's a mighty Anointing with that prayer. Shalom!

You are God's prized possession and Satan HATES YOU! Honestly, has Satan ever done anything for you? Really? Nope, not one thing! Jesus, on the other hand, has paved the way for us with complete and utter victory over everything, especially Satan and his ilk. When Jesus died on the Cross, he took away the sin of the world. We only have to repent and ask Jesus into our heart to be born again.

Do you know Jesus?

Well, it is easy to know him and experience his undying, unfathomable love and affection.

He came and died for you.

"For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life." (John 3:16) (KJV)

There is no greater love than Jesus.

"Greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends." (John 15:13) (KJV)

Accept Him today if you don't know him.

Sinner's Prayer

"Dear Lord Jesus, I know that I am a sinner, and I ask for Your forgiveness. I believe You died for my sins and rose from the dead. I turn from my sins and invite You to come into my heart and life. I want to trust and follow You as my Lord and Savior."

Now, go and tell someone and welcome to His Kingdom.

The Holy Spirit Baptism is a gift. Just pray, "God, I accept the Holy Spirit as a gift and welcome Him into my being. Holy Ghost, make yourself known to me. Thank and praise you Jesus for the Holy Spirit." In these dark times, you need the Holy Spirit right after getting saved.

Amen.

Timothy (formerly Pastrix Rachel)

A Demon Attacked Me This Morning over “Jesus is my Husband”

 

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A Demon Attacked Me This Morning over “Jesus is my Husband”

Yeah.

You read that right.

I took a nap after promoting my book and posting some Deliverance Tweets with the above picture and prayer. It was great. People are getting saved and delivered and healed and set free. Free at last, free at last! Free, indeed. Anyway, it was great!

If you want to read my tweets: https://x.com/PastrixRachel

So, I took a nap starting like 0711 this morning. I had been up since two in the morning witnessing and promoting the book “Jesus is my Husband” so I needed some rest after a long week at work.

The demon I believe attacked me over the Book “Jesus is my Husband”

I post Deliverance tweets and Healing tweets often.

I was in the back seat of my car in the dream. The evil man came up to the car and I shut the front door so he couldn’t get it. I knew he was evil, I knew him. Not sure who he was. He was a demon so I know they know me. I offered to prayer for him multiple times and he said things like, “Keep your Jesus.” I even put my hand on his head and offered to pray for him. At that point, he put his hands around my neck and started trying to choke me. Like I said, “trying.” I rebuked him in the name of Jesus and the dream finally ended and I woke up. I felt it. It was way more than just a dream.

I actually laughed about it and said the God, “Guess I hit too close to the mark.”

WOW!

In the past, attacks sometimes startled me. This full-on demonic attack didn’t. Well, a few months ago, God gave me a much stronger Anointing that meant I had Dominion in Jesus Christ over demons and could pray healing and deliverance over people.

I wasn’t sure about the book. Never wrote one about Jesus before and no experience in it. Not sure how it will do. My novels were not successful.

But, God...

I prayed and ask God for wisdom to make money. Don’t ask Jesus for money. No, no, no. Ask God for wisdom to make money. Jesus don’t want His Bride broke! He made me a writer so books was the way. The Holy Ghost set the price, He set the release date, He was with me the entire writing of the book and the editing. I pretty sure idiot, er, moron, er, TOTAL LOSER, er, satan is attacking me over the book. Lately, I’ve want to change the price to lower. Holy Ghost said NO! I want to release it early. Holy Ghost said NO! He says No by suddenly giving me the urge to speak in tongues. If demons hate the book, it must be even more special than I realize.

GOD TO US: DON’T HELP ME! I WILL DO IT! As JD Farag said God told him.

Let the Holy Ghost do all the work. 

He works it. 

The book is full of Scripture and the Bible says eloquently, “So shall my word be that goeth forth out of my mouth: it shall not return unto me void, but it shall accomplish that which I please, and it shall prosper in the thing whereto I sent it.” (Isaiah 55:11) (KJV)

Jesus is my Husband

ISAIAH 54:5:

“For thy Maker is thine husband; the LORD of hosts is his name; and thy Redeemer the Holy One of Israel; The God of the whole earth shall he be called.” (KJV)

All three of Them are your Husband: God, Jesus and the Holy Ghost! One is three, three are one, Father, Son and Holy Ghost! That is the Divine Trinity. They all the same, but are three. I understand the Trinity. That’s the best I can explain it.

Jesus is our Husband. Corporately and personally. We serve a personal God. Get the book and go on a love affair that will last you ALL eternity!

Jesus is my Husband

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You are God's prized possession and Satan HATES YOU! Honestly, has Satan ever done anything for you? Really? Nope, not one thing! Jesus, on the other hand, has paved the way for us with complete and utter victory over everything, especially Satan and his ilk. When Jesus died on the Cross, he took away the sin of the world. We only have to repent and ask Jesus into our heart to be born again.

Do you want to go to the Marriage Supper of the Lamb of God, Jesus Christ, or burn for all eternity?

Do you know Jesus?

Well, it is easy to know him and experience his undying, unfathomable love and affection.

He came and died for you.

"For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life." (John 3:16) (KJV)

There is no greater love than Jesus.

"Greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends." (John 15:13) (KJV)

Accept Him today if you don't know him.

Sinner's Prayer

"Dear Lord Jesus, I know that I am a sinner, and I ask for Your forgiveness. I believe You died for my sins and rose from the dead. I turn from my sins and invite You to come into my heart and life. I want to trust and follow You as my Lord and Savior."
            
Now, go and tell someone and welcome to His Kingdom.

The Holy Spirit Baptism is a gift. Just pray, "God, I accept the Holy Spirit as a gift and welcome Him into my being. Thank and praise you Jesus for the Holy Spirit." In these dark times, you need the Holy Spirit right after getting saved.

Merry Christmas!

Amen and Hallelujah.

-Timothy Lee (formerly transwoman Rachel)

Does God Like Me?

Does God Like Me?

Ponder that for a moment. 

We always hear: God loves you, God loves everybody. But, I've known people that say, "I love you but don't like you." Ever hear that? 

Well, God loves you AND GOD LIKES YOU.

Need Proof?

I did.

You know how a mom will sit and look at her child for hours with loving eyes while she delights in her child? God does the same with you. Even moreso...

In fact, God even counts the hairs on your head.

"But even the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Fear not therefore: ye are of more value than many sparrows." (Luke 12:7) (KJV)

Yes, it may sound like a little too much love, but God loves you so much he counts the hairs on your head.

God feeds the birds, but he values YOU way more than them.

"Behold the fowls of the air: for they sow not, neither do they reap, nor gather into barns; yet your heavenly Father feedeth them. Are ye not much better than they?" (Matt 6:26) (KJV)

He also promises to supply all your needs.

"But my God shall supply all your need according to his riches in glory by Christ Jesus." (Phillipians 4:19) (KJV)

The BIG, HUGE difference in God and everyone else is:

He likes you even when you fail. To err is human.

Why?

Jesus died and rose from the dead so that we might have communion again with God. But, Jesus knew we would fail because we are human (and He wasn't–He had a human body, but He was still God). Jesus never sinned, but he became all our sin on the Cross at Calvary.

But, why?

Grace.

Grace, which basically is there for us to get saved AND TO FAIL and not suffer the penalties for it. "His grace is sufficient." (2 Corinthians 12:9) If you screw up, and you will make mistakes because you are human, His Grace is Sufficient. God likes you that much he sent Jesus to die in your place so your sins would be forgiven even when you screw up.

Christians aren't perfect, just forgiven.

Jesus was perfect and they beat him senseless then crucified him on the Cross because He was blameless. Even Pontius Pilate knew He was blameless. (John 18:28-38)

When God looks at a Christian, he doesn't see sin or anything bad. When He looks at us, He sees Jesus because we accepted Jesus into our hearts. He also sees the Holy Ghost inside us...and you know who He is? The Holy Spirit really is Jesus's Spirit.

I'm not saying Grace is a license to sin. I'm saying Grace is there because we are human and will make mistakes because we are human. It is impossible for us as humans to live above sin because of our endemic nature. I actually think, but can't prove it, but us just existing day to day is some little sin. Sin is in our nature. It's called the flesh (not your skin or body), but our endemic nature. However, when we get saved, guess what?, we are reborn inside. The flesh is there but subdued. The more we pray, "crucify the flesh" as Paul put it Galatians 5:24, the more subdued it becomes. The flesh is those little thoughts that pop into your head that questions God, exalts above God. The flesh is NOT you but our endemic nature. Prayer is crucifying the flesh and bringing it under submission.

Yeah, God likes you that much. But, His like is both personal and corporate. Jesus is our Husband and we are His Bride. The Church is His Bride. But, Jesus wants to know you intimately as His Bride. God wants to hear about your successes, your failures, your wants, your needs, your prayers for others, what you like, what you dislike, your favorite food, your favorite song, your favorite movie, everything! God's ear never tires of listening to you no matter what you are saying, even when you go on and on and on about nothing. Unlike another human, He's actively listening to you.

God loves listening to you tell Him everything about you. His ear is always open and He's always happy hear what you have to say even if you're mad. His that good a friend. He knows His ways are not our ways. "For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways, saith the Lord." (Isaiah 55:8) (KJV)

God fashioned you in the womb of your mother. Yes, He did. It's why abortion is murder. "For you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mother's womb." (Psalms 139:13) (NIV) The Holy Spirit is the breath of life and one of His jobs is knitting us together in our mother's womb.

WHY WOULD GOD NOT LIKE YOU SINCE HE DOES ALL THAT TO MAKE YOU?!!!

Yes, God Likes You, Jesus Likes You and the Holy Spirit Likes You.

We know God loves us, but we also should know He likes us.

Do you know Jesus?

Well, it is easy to know him and experience his undying, unfathomable love and affection.

He came and died for you.

"For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life." (John 3:16) (KJV)

There is no greater love than Jesus.

"Greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends." (John 15:13) (KJV)

Accept Him today if you don't know him.

Sinner's Prayer

"Dear Lord Jesus, I know that I am a sinner, and I ask for Your forgiveness. I believe You died for my sins and rose from the dead. I turn from my sins and invite You to come into my heart and life. I want to trust and follow You as my Lord and Savior."

Now, go and tell someone and welcome to His Kingdom.

The Holy Spirit Baptism is a gift. Just pray, "God, I accept the Holy Spirit as a gift and welcome Him into my being. Holy Ghost, make yourself known to me. Thank and praise you Jesus for the Holy Spirit." In these dark times, you need the Holy Spirit right after getting saved.

Amen.

Timothy (formerly Pastrix Rachel)

Is it Deliverance or Healing You Need?

UPDATED 11-26-2025

A few months ago now, God gave me this dream that really made no sense what I saw, but it was clear my Anointing was way stronger, more powerful, and had more authority. I remember seeing in the beginning we fight a demon (little things that run around on the floor), then two demons, then legion (many demons). Soon, you’ll be slaying giants. 

Demons know who you are if you’ve been given such an Anointing. In ACTS, there was some Jews that were trying to drive out demons from demon-possessed people. But, “One day the evil spirit answered them, “Jesus I know, and Paul I know about, but who are you? Then the man who had the evil spirit jumped on them and overpowered them all. He gave them such a beating that they ran out of the house naked and bleeding.” (ACTS 19:11-17)

God has showed me, after reading and studying the Bible, you might just need Deliverance to be healed rather just a healing. The Holy Ghost has given me to ability to listen to a multitude of Anointed preachers and not get confused. If you don’t have discernment and are not grounded in the Word, you will get confused. 

John Paul Jackson’s teachings were also invaluable. He showed me who you could fight and who you couldn’t. Also, don’t go looking for it. We follow the Holy Ghost’s leading not our own.

But, enough about me, Do You Need Healing or Deliverance?

Yeah, sounds complicated.

It isn’t.

Demons and fallen angels give people sickness through bondage. Jesus delivered a woman from a disability that had been there for 18 years because she had been disabled by a spirit. She was hunched over and couldn’t stand up straight. Jesus laid hands on her and she was delivered and subsequently healed. She straightened up immediately and began to glorify God. This is recounted in Luke 13:10-17. Jesus said, “Then should not this daughter of Abraham, whom Satan has kept bound for eighteen long years, be released from her bondage on the Sabbath day?” Luke 13:17 She was bound in her disability (hunched over and couldn’t strand up straight) for 18 years by satan. Her infirmity was demonic. She needed Deliverance not healing.

Ephesians 6:12 says it well: “For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms.” Paul was inspired to write this passage telling us who our REAL enemies are.

So, sickness can be demonic and require Deliverance.

Honestly, being blunt, I wanted a healing ministry a long time ago. I saw Kathryn Kuhlman’s ministry and just thought it was so cool. In fact, to show it ain’t her doing it, her videos heal more than her actual meetings ever did. That’s cause Jesus does all the healing and deliverance through His Authority and the Power of the Holy Ghost with God’s direction. Whew! That is complicated. When I write sermons, it always amazes me how the Holy Ghost has me write things like that that blow my mind.  

Let’s explain and say that again: Jesus does ALL the Healing and Deliverance) through HIS Authority (it’s Ultimate) and the Power (Ultimate) of the Holy Ghost with God’s Direction (God’s Divine Will). Remember, God, Jesus and the Holy Ghost are omniscient (all knowing), all powerful and omnipresent (everywhere). God is there before time, and at every point in time, and after time. The Bible says so, “Jesus the same yesterday, today and forever.” Hebrews 13:8. Jesus is also the “I am Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the end, the first and the last.” (Rev. 22:13).

See how YUGE God is?

Jesus holds planets in his hands. Jesus holds ALL of existence in his hand.

Think about it.

Jesus does.

Since Jesus does, ARE YOU REALLY GOING TO TELL ME YOUR SICKNESS CAN’T BE HEALED?

Jesus said: “He replied, “If you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mulberry tree, ‘Be uprooted and planted in the sea,’ and it will obey you.” (Luke 17:6)

A mustard seed is small, very small.

The Bible says our faith should be the faith of a child. A child doesn’t think twice Jesus can do what Jesus says He can do. He just believes it. (Luke 18:17).

AS YODA SAID, UNLEARN WHAT YOU HAVE LEARNED!

The Supernatural is STRONGER THAN THE PHYSICAL AND HAS DIFFERENT RULES THAN THE PHYSICAL!

“But God chose what is foolish in the world to shame the wise; God chose what is weak in the world to shame the strong;” (1 Cor 1:27). I’m definitely the foolish choice. LOL

I remember two things from reading comics: Unlearn what you have learned. And, I fight against my greatest enemy–myself!

Lean NOT to your own understanding. “Trust in the LORD with all your heart; do not depend on your own understanding.” (Proverbs 3:5)

Fear Not is in the Bible 365 times! Why? So, you don’t fear.

Want to know the secret the fear? Trust not in tomorrow, BUT TRUST IN WHO HOLDS TOMORROW–GOD, JESUS AND THE HOLY GHOST!

“If God be for us, who can be against us?” (Romans 8:31)

And, remember, "I CAN DO ALL THINGS THROUGH CHRIST WHO STRENGTHENETH ME!" (Phil 4:13) (KJV)

Do you need Deliverance or Healing?

“Behold, I have given you authority to tread on snakes and scorpions, and over all the power of the enemy. Nothing will harm you.” (Luke 10:19). Jesus gave us authority over the ALL the power of the enemy,

We are kings and priests unto God.

We have the authority AND power to do the same works Jesus did in Jesus name! 

“And hath made us kings and priests unto God and his Father; to him be glory and dominion for ever and ever. Amen.” (Rev. 1:6)

“Verily, verily, I say unto you, He that believeth on me, the works that I do shall he do also; and greater works than these shall he do; because I go unto my Father.” (John 14:12) (KJV)

Are you convinced yet God wants to heal you and wants to deliver you?

NEVER PRAY THIS WAY:

“God, if you’re not too busy. Hey, I can come back later. I don’t want to be a bother. You know, excuse me for living, I’ll come back later at a better time for you....”

God’s ear NEVER tires of hearing our voice. (Psalm 34:15, Psalm 18:6)

The Spirit Realm is more REAL than the physical realm we live in.

Why?

We are stuck to exist in the physical realm, but Angels, demons, Satan, fallen angels can move in both the spiritual world and the physical.

Notice how I didn't mention God.

God exists outside both the physical and spirit realms. He created both. God also lives outside of time. Time does not affect God. God, however, exists equally in all three realms, including the realm He originally came from. The Bible says nothing was created but by Him and Jesus says He's the beginning and the ending, the Alpha and Omega. (Revelation 22:13)

Basically, God is the only all-powerful being that can even exist. Satan is NOTHING compared to Jesus Christ.

So, you realize the Holy Spirit that lives inside you gives dominion over the spirit realm and the physical realm?

Most Christians don't realize their dominion. We have dominion over the animals, the plants, the earth and Satan and all his ilk.

Satan lives in perpetual fear that you will realize just how much dominion you have over him. You have to admit Satan has power, but you also must realize Greater is He (Holy Spirit) that lives in you than he than lives in the world. (I John 4:4). The Bible also says you can tread on serpents and scorpions and none can hurt you. Luke 10:19-21.

You have limits only imposed on yourself because you don't know the Scriptures. That's why many don't know their dominion over Satan himself.

John 14:12 even quotes Jesus as saying we can do greater works than Him because He goes to the father.

Basically, we are meant to do greater works than Jesus and tread on serpents and scorpions just like Jesus did.

Don't fear the devil, because, the truth is, he's scared of you realizing you have dominion over him, and exercising it.

And, since we have dominion over Satan, we also have dominion over sickness...when you pray for someone, realize you are exercising your dominion and expect God to heal them.

Yeah, it really is that simple. Just believe it.

So, therefore, Jesus already made provisions for your healing, Jesus gives you dominion over Satan and sickness....

God really, really, really WANTS to Heal you.

Jesus said we’d do greater works than Him because He goes to the Father!

“Verily, verily, I say unto you, He that believeth on me, the works that I do shall he do also; and greater works than these shall he do; because I go unto my Father.” (John 14:12) (KJV)

To be dramatic: LET THE DELIVERANCE AND HEALING BEGIN:

Our Father, Who art in heaven, hallowed be thy name, I command all demons to leave the person who asks, I bind all strongmen affecting those who ask, I command all sickness, infirmities, illnesses to leave any person who ask in the Mighty Name of Jesus and by the Blood of Jesus! Thank and Praise You Jesus, YHWH, Jehovah, Yeshua and the Holy Ghost! Amen!

You are healed and delivered, whatever is needed. Demonic possession, demonic oppression was just broken. You are free!

WHERE WILL YOU SPEND ETERNITY?

You are God's prized possession and toilet bug, er, satan HATES YOU! Honestly, has satan ever done anything for you? Really? Nope, not one thing! Jesus, on the other hand, has paved the way for us with complete and utter victory over everything, especially satan and his ilk. When Jesus died on the Cross, he took away the sin of the world. We only have to repent and ask Jesus into our heart to be born again.

You won’t find salvation in a Shinto shrine, Buddhism, a Mormon church, a Kingdom Hall, the Moonies, Islam, Zoasterianism, witchcraft, Taylor Swift and or any other idols or celebrity worship, a political party, Donald J. Trump, Communism, Mohammed, any religion.

satan kills. Only #JesusSaves! 

Do you know Jesus?

Well, it is easy to know him and experience his undying, unfathomable love and affection.

He came and died for you.

"For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life." (John 3:16) (KJV)

There is no greater love than Jesus.

"Greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends." (John 15:13) (KJV)

Accept Him today if you don't know him.

Sinner's Prayer

"Dear Lord Jesus, I know that I am a sinner, and I ask for Your forgiveness. I believe You died for my sins and rose from the dead. I turn from my sins and invite You to come into my heart and life. I want to trust and follow You as my Lord and Savior."

Now, go and tell someone and welcome to His Kingdom.

The Holy Spirit Baptism is a gift. Just pray, "God, I accept the Holy Spirit as a gift and welcome Him into my being. Holy Ghost, make Yourself know to me. Thank and praise you Jesus for the Holy Spirit." In these dark times, you need the Holy Spirit right after getting saved.

Amen.

-Timothy Lee (formerly Transwoman Rachel)

Healing the Jesus Way!

 

Healing the Jesus Way!

Something incredible has happened. First, God showed me how to use the Anointing He has given me to command demons to leave people. Now, God has shown me how to Heal anyone with Deliverance from demons and commanding the illness to go. Months ago, Jesus gave me a much stronger and authoritative Anointing that meant Dominion and was for Deliverance. But, God also has to train us in our gifts. Praise God, for some reason, He gave me the Gift of Faith. Now, as I’ve understood, Deliverance Ministries also brings Healing Ministries, because Jesus made NO distinction between the two during His Ministry, and Jesus was God on Earth so...that’s how we are to do it.

Deliverance is by Authority and Healing is by Power! That is simple, but complex thinking.

A King Conquers with Power, but a King Reigns with Authority!

Jesus did both!

And, Jesus does it through us!

When you pray, ALWAYS ask for Wisdom to understand God’s answer to your prayer. God ALWAYS answers your prayers, even if the answer is no. “Now if any of you lacks wisdom, he should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to him.” (James 1:5) (Berean)

We don’t ask for Healing. No, no, no! You can’t ask for something ALREADY DONE! We command the disease to go in the Mighty Name of Jesus and by the Blood of Jesus!

See: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uFRMsiqIDrw

“What Churches Miss About This Could Heal Everyone”

“And Jesus said unto them, Because of your unbelief: for verily I say unto you, If ye have faith as a grain of mustard seed, ye shall say unto this mountain, Remove hence to yonder place; and it shall remove; and nothing shall be impossible unto you.” (Matt 17:20) (KJV)

Do we ask God to remove this mountain? No, if you read the Scripture, YOU COMMAND IT TO GO! You don’t ask it to go, YOU COMMAND IT TO GO!

If you are a Christian... you can do the same...!

We ALL have been given THE MEASURE OF FAITH!

“For I say, through the grace given unto me, to every man that is among you, not to think of himself more highly than he ought to think; but to think soberly, according as God hath dealt to every man the measure of faith.” (Romans 12:3) (KJV)

“And Jesus said unto them, Because of your unbelief: for verily I say unto you, If ye have faith as a grain of mustard seed, ye shall say unto this mountain, Remove hence to yonder place; and it shall remove; and nothing shall be impossible unto you.” (Matt 17:20) (KJV)

This Lady on youtube talk about the true intent of the faith the size of a grain of mustard seed. The mustard see grows wildly and as we grow as Christians, our faith grows wildly because the mustard seed builds powerful roots... Get the idea? The more we surrender and let the Holy Ghost change and operate in us, the GREATER THE FAITH INSIDE US! 

See: https://www.youtube.com/shorts/KfCWMw_vFXc

No, NEVER think it is us doing anything. The Power and Authority to do ALL things is Christ working THROUGH us!

“I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me.” (Phil 4:13) (KJV)

If you need Holy Ghost juice as I call it, Just pray “I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me!” I believe wholeheartedly that this Scripture is MOST POWERFUL SCRIPTURE in the Bible for Holy Ghost filled Christians! 

Why?

Because it says to God, I can’t do anything, BUT JESUS CAN DO ALL THINGS, which Jesus can. And, Jesus does it THROUGH US!

Jesus Gave the Disciples the power to cast out demons and to heal ALL manner of sickness and disease:

“And when he had called unto him his twelve disciples, he gave them power against unclean spirits, to cast them out, and to heal all manner of sickness and all manner of disease.” (Matt 10:1) (KJV)

The Power to Heal was Won on the Cross at Calvary!

“But he was pierced for our transgressions, he was crushed for our iniquities; the punishment that brought us peace was on him, and by his wounds we are healed.” (Isaiah 53:5) (NIV)

Jesus and all others were healing by the promise of Jesus on the Cross! Think about that. The people in the Old Testament were healed by the promise of Jesus on the Cross. Now, that Jesus hung on that Cross at Calvary, died and was resurrected from the dead, THE AUTHORITY AND POWER IS FULLY REALIZED! 

If you read the sermon of mine on Deliverance or Healing, you know a King reigns with Authority and Conquers with Power. Jesus did both equally. He Jesus, after all. He’s God in the Flesh. (Side Bar: Did you see that? That’s the secret to the Triune Godhead. One is Three, Three are One, Father, Son and the Holy Ghost!)

“Who his own self bare our sins in his own body on the tree, that we, being dead to sins, should live unto righteousness: by whose stripes ye were healed.” (1 Peter 2:24) (KJV)

Just Like Jesus Gave the Disciples Authority, He Gave ALL Christians Authority!

“Behold, I have given you authority to tread on snakes and scorpions, and over all the power of the enemy. Nothing will harm you.” (Luke 10:19) (Berean)

Let that Scripture BURN IN YOUR HEART! It also says NOTHING will harm you!

Jesus Said We’d do Greater Works than He Did

“Verily, verily, I say unto you, He that believeth on me, the works that I do shall he do also; and greater works than these shall he do; because I go unto my Father.” (John 14:12) (KJV)

Let me explain: We do greater works than Jesus, because we are many and Jesus was just one laborer. AND, ALL OF US CAN DO SOMETHING FOR JESUS!

Jesus didn’t die on that Cross for your to sit in Church, consume Youtube videos, to do NOTHING FOR JESUS! No, Jesus died for your sins, and He died so you might have “life and have life more abuntantly.” (John 10:10)

“The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly.” (John 10:10) (KJV)

NEVER PRAY THIS WAY:

“God, if you’re not too busy. Hey, I can come back later. I don’t want to be a bother. You know, excuse me for living, I’ll come back later at a better time for you....”

God’s ear NEVER tires of hearing our voice. (Psalm 34:15, Psalm 18:6)

SO, TO BE DRAMATIC, LET THE HEALING AND DELIVERANCE BEGIN!

Our Father, Who art in heaven, hallowed be thy name, I command all demons to leave the person who asks, I bind all strongmen affecting those who ask, I command all sickness, infirmities, illnesses to leave any person who ask in the Mighty Name of Jesus and by the Blood of Jesus! Thank and Praise You Jesus, YHWH, Jehovah, Yeshua and the Holy Ghost! Amen!

You are healed and delivered, whatever is needed. Demonic possession, demonic oppression was just broken. You are free!

Do you know Jesus?

Well, it is easy to know him and experience his undying, unfathomable love and affection.

YOU are God’s Prized Possession!

You are God's prized possession and toilet bug, er, satan HATES YOU! Honestly, has satan ever done anything for you? Really? Nope, not one thing! Jesus, on the other hand, has paved the way for us with complete and utter victory over everything, especially satan and his ilk. When Jesus died on the Cross, he took away the sin of the world. We only have to repent and ask Jesus into our heart to be born again.

Jesus came and died for you.

"For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life." (John 3:16) (KJV)

There is no greater love than Jesus.

"Greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends." (John 15:13) (KJV)

Accept Him today if you don't know him.

Sinner's Prayer

"Dear Lord Jesus, I know that I am a sinner, and I ask for Your forgiveness. I believe You died for my sins and rose from the dead. I turn from my sins and invite You to come into my heart and life. I want to trust and follow You as my Lord and Savior."

Now, go and tell someone and welcome to His Kingdom.

The Holy Spirit Baptism is a gift. Just pray, "God, I accept the Holy Spirit as a gift and welcome Him into my being. Holy Ghost, make yourself known to me. Thank and praise you Jesus for the Holy Spirit." In these dark times, you need the Holy Spirit right after getting saved.

Amen.

Tim (formerly Transwoman Rachel)